Re: I had a suckish day? Do we all have days like this? Probably. "Friends" suck.
Thanks everyone
I feel so much better.
Guess writing it for people to see helps.
*BUT she sed she wasnt talking to anyone, then she started talking to everyone BUT me. Then my other friend who im sorta close to says it for a certain reason but wont tell me.
Being a chick is soooo much fun sometimes isnt it?
Oh gosh.
She sounds exactly like a friend I used to have. She went all moody over some guy or something, and admitted she was quite depressed about it all, but still managed to have a laugh and joke around with everybody besides me. She was just -horrible- to me. Nasty. Insults. Overtly laughing with her friend, right in front of me, about my hair colour when I'd dyed it a pink colour (Okay it looked awful, but laugh about it
with me, don't just sit in front of me like a 12 year old making the obvious kind of jokes and feeling powerful because you know I can hear you and will get upset) Years later she told me it was because
"you'd be the only person who'd put up with it". Well I wish I hadn't, because I'm paranoid enough as it is and it ruined that last year of school.
SO I would say to you - try and find out what it is - not from the other friend, who's very much the pigeon carrier in all this and probably doesn't want to betray anybody's trust - but from the girl herself. Be direct with her - ask her why she can manage to talk to everybody else, but not to you. Because that's what I wish I'd had the guts to do with my friend.
You need an answer to this; it's the not knowing which is probably making you the most crazy.
Edit: And I don't envy anybody who's still a teenage girl. It's definitely an emotional time particularly if you have S.A. I'd like to say that people mature a lot as they age but a lot don't... you'll still meet these a-holes in adulthood too, but by then you'll know what to do about 'em
