I don't know what to do

[Alone97]

All of my life i've only ever had one close friend and whenever she says she's not gonna be in school I feel like I'm having a panic attack and I end up not going to school because I fake being ill, she knows I do it and i feel like she judges me because of it. I used to think I was a loser with no friends but I was looking online and I realised i'm not alone which is good because I feel alone all the time and I just like to cry occasionally it makes me feel better. So I just wanted to introduce myself and talk to people just like me

 

[Srijita52]

Hi, I really know how you feel. I'm going through the exact same thing. I'm sorry, I don't have anything particularly helpful to say, but maybe we both need to push ourselves of our comfortzone. Try going to school without your friend, what I've found is while it doesn't feel the greatest, its not as bad as we make it in our minds. And you'll also feel good for doing it on your own. I'm trying to do things without my friend because I feel like I've become overly dependent on her for everything. Its very hard at first but it'll get better.
And welcome to SPW.

 

[lonely_drummer]

Hi and welcome to the site. You are not alone when you're here, there's a lot of great supportive people here to help out when you're in need

 

[Alone97]

Wow thanks I didn't really expect any response. It's nice to know I have people going through the same stuff I'm at school at the moment without her I can't help but panIc about what to do at break but I think I'll be okay

 

[Boby]

Hey Alone ,welcome to the forum.You came to the right place,there are a lot of people here who have similar problems,don't be afraid to talk and share your thoughts here.Also I assume you are rather young,that 97 means you are born in 1997?Right?So you are around 15 years old right now?If that's the case it means you still have plenty time to correct your life style,assuming you are willing to do it of course.
Anyway I hope you enjoy your stay here and don't be afraid to PM/chat me if you ever want to talk with someone.

 

[Ashiene]

All of my life i've only ever had one close friend and whenever she says she's not gonna be in school I feel like I'm having a panic attack and I end up not going to school because I fake being ill, she knows I do it and i feel like she judges me because of it. I used to think I was a loser with no friends but I was looking online and I realised i'm not alone which is good because I feel alone all the time and I just like to cry occasionally it makes me feel better. So I just wanted to introduce myself and talk to people just like me

Hello welcome! You will find a new family and a new home here and never be alone again!

 

[Alone97]

Hey Alone ,welcome to the forum.You came to the right place,there are a lot of people here who have similar problems,don't be afraid to talk and share your thoughts here.Also I assume you are rather young,that 97 means you are born in 1997?Right?So you are around 15 years old right now?If that's the case it means you still have plenty time to correct your life style,assuming you are willing to do it of course.
Anyway I hope you enjoy your stay here and don't be afraid to PM/chat me if you ever want to talk with someone.

Yeah I guess I'm kinda young but I needed a place to talk to people who understand not like my friend who thinks I'm just awkward and it's hard to explain to her and thanks it means a lot