I'm absolutely stressed. My transfer college hasn't given me the okay for accomodations yet because of my SA (medical single dorm and a small-sized emotional support dog), and now I finally got my room assignment and it's not a kitchen suite like I requested. Which means I'm required to have a meal plan. Which is not only loads more expensive, but FREAKS ME OUT!!! D:
I hate cafeterias. It's the crowds. My peers. Anxiety attacks. Which can be really traumatic for me; I just can't handle it. The whole judgment about what I'm ordering, how I order, how I fumble with the cash, who sees me walking away with food thinking I'm "fat enough". (I'm 130 pounds at 5'5", but my self body image sucks). I'm much more comfortable going to a grocery store with a bunch of middle-aged and elderly people than I am being anywhere around my peers ):
I almost feel like I should just withdraw from college right now. I can't do this. The anxiety is killing me!!!
I hate cafeterias. It's the crowds. My peers. Anxiety attacks. Which can be really traumatic for me; I just can't handle it. The whole judgment about what I'm ordering, how I order, how I fumble with the cash, who sees me walking away with food thinking I'm "fat enough". (I'm 130 pounds at 5'5", but my self body image sucks). I'm much more comfortable going to a grocery store with a bunch of middle-aged and elderly people than I am being anywhere around my peers ):
I almost feel like I should just withdraw from college right now. I can't do this. The anxiety is killing me!!!
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