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Hello,
Here you can tell how social anxiety has affected your life.
I will first tell my story, and don't be shy, cuz Here we all understand eachother.
And I think it's good to know we're not alone in this fight.
How has social anxiety affected your life?
My life has totally changed, I was always a shy girl, but I was going out, having a good time, and i spent alot of time with my friends. I also went to school each day, and I was doing Intership, and I was about to chose my future of learning to work. But Sadly I never continued this because I stopped everything because I'm too anxious to go, I'm afraid I'll never get a diploma, and that I will find a fun job to do. and I might NEVER be able to work. This situation is really tough for me, Cuz I don't have a really social life, my parents are both in a band, so sometimes I can sing with them. That makes my life a bit more enjoyable. And I have really sweet grandparents which I visit almost every week to make some fun, walk with the dog etc.. Listen to music , and a very very rarely time I see a friend. And sometimes I get lovely mails at youtube from people who enjoy'd my videos. And sometimes I make a new friendship out of it. But I'm too anxious to see them in real life :/
But a half year ago I couldnt even get to the mailbox outside, but Now I'm not scared to do that. But like paying something at the cash desk, I feel realy scared and awkward. And school/work will be the ultimate scary place.
But over a few weeks I will get new therapy, new help.. So I hope it'll get better. But sometimes I just don't believe I will get better because it takes soooo long :/ And I'm afraid I'll be a hermit like forever. Ok sas, don't be so negative
But I try to make the best out of it, although sometimes I'm really a pessimist if it comes to that. But I need to learn to accept my situation, and work on it!
Here you can tell how social anxiety has affected your life.
I will first tell my story, and don't be shy, cuz Here we all understand eachother.
And I think it's good to know we're not alone in this fight.
How has social anxiety affected your life?
My life has totally changed, I was always a shy girl, but I was going out, having a good time, and i spent alot of time with my friends. I also went to school each day, and I was doing Intership, and I was about to chose my future of learning to work. But Sadly I never continued this because I stopped everything because I'm too anxious to go, I'm afraid I'll never get a diploma, and that I will find a fun job to do. and I might NEVER be able to work. This situation is really tough for me, Cuz I don't have a really social life, my parents are both in a band, so sometimes I can sing with them. That makes my life a bit more enjoyable. And I have really sweet grandparents which I visit almost every week to make some fun, walk with the dog etc.. Listen to music , and a very very rarely time I see a friend. And sometimes I get lovely mails at youtube from people who enjoy'd my videos. And sometimes I make a new friendship out of it. But I'm too anxious to see them in real life :/
But a half year ago I couldnt even get to the mailbox outside, but Now I'm not scared to do that. But like paying something at the cash desk, I feel realy scared and awkward. And school/work will be the ultimate scary place.
But over a few weeks I will get new therapy, new help.. So I hope it'll get better. But sometimes I just don't believe I will get better because it takes soooo long :/ And I'm afraid I'll be a hermit like forever. Ok sas, don't be so negative
But I try to make the best out of it, although sometimes I'm really a pessimist if it comes to that. But I need to learn to accept my situation, and work on it!
