How are you feeling?

Feeling alright, connecting with people better, work is going well, my anxiety is way down. Now I find I have badly leaking heart valve. So what now, I beat anxiety, and have to deal with congestive heart failure? I ran 8km this morning so my heart can't be going to bad.
Wow, so it's out of the frying pan and into the fire, for you. :(
Your good level of fitness is probably providing protection from your current heart problem, Kiwong. (y)Thank goodness we have a funded-by-tax Hospital system, so you can get whatever treatment/surgery you need to fix this done, and it won't bankrupt you.
 

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
Really down. I went to sleep last night, had bad dreams and have woken up feeling really down. It's so frustrating because I'm doing the things I'm meant to be doing to try and avoid any potential triggers.

I'm supposed to do a few things this morning, but I think I'll grab my fishing rod, go down to the beach and throw a line in. I don't want to deal with the world today.
 
Really down. I went to sleep last night, had bad dreams and have woken up feeling really down. It's so frustrating because I'm doing the things I'm meant to be doing to try and avoid any potential triggers.

I'm supposed to do a few things this morning, but I think I'll grab my fishing rod, go down to the beach and throw a line in. I don't want to deal with the world today.
I’m sorry you’re feeling so down, Pug. I hope that fishing brought you some peace and you start feeling better <3
 

FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
I feel good, I got a puppy Boston Terrier Wednesday night.

giphy.webp
 

FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
Thanks, guys.

I haven't decided on a name yet because the whole situation happened so quickly. I've been thinking about getting another dog for the last six months after my beloved Pug, Charley passed away three years ago. I didn't think I was quite ready... but, as I was browsing local Boston Terrier ads Sunday night, I saw a cute puppy at a good price and I decided to pounce.

I've been calling him Gus but I don't know about it. I like Otis, too, and Caesar and Ike and Ollie. Dutch is another one I've been banding about, along with Vader.

He's definitely a cutie, Blue. :D

That's not actually him, but it looks a lot like him. :D
 
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Miserum

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I feel like I'm losing my fucking mind. Am I on the brink of insanity? Is this what it feels like to lose one's mind?

I'm already dreading the coming week of work. I am dreading the rest of my life.

I don't think I can put on a fake face again for another long week in order to mask my true feelings. I feel hopelessly suicidal and hate the world. I hate myself and I hate existing.
 

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
I feel like I'm losing my fucking mind. Am I on the brink of insanity? Is this what it feels like to lose one's mind?

I'm already dreading the coming week of work. I am dreading the rest of my life.

I don't think I can put on a fake face again for another long week in order to mask my true feelings. I feel hopelessly suicidal and hate the world. I hate myself and I hate existing.
Strength brother. The dark clouds will pass.. ride the wave.
 
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