How are you feeling?

springk said: ↑

I am such a stupid and awkward person. I can't do anything right !!

That's how ah feel as well. :sad:

Feeling ill... too much stress.

Confused and cramping. Not a good combination.

Well, somethings are just odd like getting notification of someone you don't know ( fb I mean). I have added some people who arn't 'friends' really, not even those I know online. Just some people( friends of friends).
I was thinking , its so hard to get a real connection with someone. And the superficial feeling of being connected leaves behind a sort emptiness and loneliness.

So done with helping people that just turn around and crap on you when they are done with you. Sick of people who only want to know you when they want something from you.

LoyalXenite said: ↑

So done with helping people that just turn around and crap on you when they are done with you. Sick of people who only want to know you when they want something from you.

Same here.

ANXIOUS 🙁 for stupid reasons I guess. Anxiety lives within me.

Alone. Put-upon... Aw ma social interaction is forced. Awkward.

Wish ah hud somebuddy who ah could talk tae withoot feelin' judged. Someone ah could be comfortable wi' withoot feelin' self-conscious an' didnae expected too much of me.

Wish ah hud a friend. :sad:

I feel awesome.

I have never felt so great in my life.

Thanks to herbs, good nutrition, and exercise!:thumbup:

Just very bad, it's getting worst :C and he wont get back

I wish earning money was bit easy and I wish I had an idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I know I can't know till I am into that thing but I wish to make a start at least. I am not sure if photography or interior design or writing will provide me a livelihood.

I feels tons of times better than I did earlier this morning. My blood pressure dropped way low.

Guess that means no gym right now. 🙁

I am still feeling a tad weak. So I plan to exercise way later today.

I'm feeling sort of shaken because of a nightmare. I wasn't able to fall back asleep, so I figure I'll go make some breakfast soon to try to calm down.

I have no motivation to do anything. Pick up a book, watch a movie, play a game, workout, go outside and walk - nothing. And I'm afraid it's going to get worse since the holidays are right around to corner.

JuiceB said: ↑

I have no motivation to do anything. Pick up a book, watch a movie, play a game, workout, go outside and walk - nothing. And I'm afraid it's going to get worse since the holidays are right around to corner.

Aye, me anaw. Ah huv'nae got the energy tae dae anythin', lately.

evil

I feel sick right now, and it's of my own doing again. My heart is racing and I cannot breathe. I wish I could fix these stupid brain problems. I take things too seriously sometimes, and the strangest little things can trigger a state of extreme panic for me. I don't get it. I wish I wasn't like that, I need to react normally. If someone says something jokingly sometimes and I can't tell if they're serious or not, I start freaking out for no reason. Panic attacks are the absolute worst. Once you get trapped in that state of mind, it's hard NOT to have weird irrational thoughts. These thoughts are poisoning my mind. I want them out of there for good 🙁.

I wish I knew what to do 🙁

Re: evil

Psychedelicious said: ↑

I feel sick right now, and it's of my own doing again. My heart is racing and I cannot breathe. I wish I could fix these stupid brain problems. I take things too seriously sometimes, and the strangest little things can trigger a state of extreme panic for me. I don't get it. I wish I wasn't like that, I need to react normally. If someone says something jokingly sometimes and I can't tell if they're serious or not, I start freaking out for no reason. Panic attacks are the absolute worst. Once you get trapped in that state of mind, it's hard NOT to have weird irrational thoughts. These thoughts are poisoning my mind. I want them out of there for good 🙁.

Hey, hope you're okay now, Psyche. 🙂

Having major anxiety about work tomorrow and next week. On Monday I have to work 8 hours with someone I don't feel comfortable with at all. It was awkward last time and I'm dreading it Monday. I wish I knew a way to feel more comfortable and less anxious. I try focusing on my breathing and telling myself mentally to relax and that it's not so bad. Doesn't seem to work though.

Also, when I do closing shift with someone who isn't pulling their weight and I find myself doing most of the work, I don't have the guts to say something directly assertive, just a "Oh, this thing needs to get done, too... we have a lot to do." And even that was met with a negative reaction last time. Last time was a nightmare for me. My anxiety and anger were through the roof and I got out of work so late.

My boss intimidates me too, and every time I talk to him I feel like I act so nervous and awkward and like a doormat and my face gets red sometimes. I HATE IT.

Unwanted. Unneeded. Irrelevant.

I'm nobody's son or brother or cousin anymore, nobody's lover or friend, nobody's neighbor or coworker or anything else. I'm nobody's anybody, and that makes me nobody myself.

I'm nobody. I'm nothing. I'm not.