The last week I've;
Mowed and tidied the front and back yards
Serviced the rooftop air con
Replaced a light switch
Made an outdoor sunning vivarium for the snake
Painted the lounge room wall, ready for new blinds
Been to work, laughed with workmates
Played some vid games
Worked out before work a few times
Plus all the other day to day cra p That needs doing.
I know it's good being active/productive, but geez I feel like sh*t...worthless.
WTF is wrong with me.
Working on projects and actually steadily going the volunteers job leaves me feeling quite fulfilled. It takes the guilt and pressure off doing nothing all day. Now I'm learning a skill I always wanted to learn, and helping the local community. It feels good.
The last week I've;
Mowed and tidied the front and back yards
Serviced the rooftop air con
Replaced a light switch
Made an outdoor sunning vivarium for the snake
Painted the lounge room wall, ready for new blinds
Been to work, laughed with workmates
Played some vid games
Worked out before work a few times
Plus all the other day to day cra p That needs doing.
I know it's good being active/productive, but geez I feel like sh*t...worthless.
WTF is wrong with me.
If I was that productive, I wouldn't have time to feel worthless. There must be something else going on in your life that's upsetting you, I think.
I just wish I was not this alone in my life. I can count a few people in my life . No friends at all except family. Friends living miles away don't count. I barely talk to them except phone or fb.
It gets too much at times. And I know I will never have a friend who will be always there for me. Sad.
I just wish I was not this alone in my life. I can count a few people in my life . No friends at all except family. Friends living miles away don't count. I barely talk to them except phone or fb.
It gets too much at times. And I know I will never have a friend who will be always there for me. Sad.
Aww Spring, I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. Big hugs from me. I know I don't count but I'm here for you.
Ah Sing, you are a lovely person. Thank you dear, I so much need a hug . It is just that it feels so alone in real world, the way I feel alone in my day to day life. Distraction helps but up to a limit. And that is what I am going to do now, shift my attention from thinking and feeling about loneliness.
Ah Sing, you are a lovely person. Thank you dear, I so much need a hug . It is just that it feels so alone in real world, the way I feel alone in my day to day life. Distraction helps but up to a limit. And that is what I am going to do now, shift my attention from thinking and feeling about loneliness.
I'm so very sorry to hear this Spring. You are such a lovely so I know that whilst you might feel alone right now it wont last long because you are amazing. I know I'm not physically there but I'm always here if you need me. Big hugs dear.
So much tae look forward tae tomorrow evening and in the comin' months. Yet ah feel really depressed. And, for the first time in long time... Utterly alone. :sad:
So much tae look forward tae tomorrow evening and in the comin' months. Yet ah feel really depressed. And, for the first time in long time... Utterly alone. :sad:
I may have missed a post about it, but what's happening tomorrow evening Graeme? 🙂
Tired, defeated, deflated, incapable. Like I'll never amount to anything and I'll always be the way I am now. No progression, stuck. A pitiful, weak, unimportant person.
Tired, defeated, deflated, incapable. Like I'll never amount to anything and I'll always be the way I am now. No progression, stuck. A pitiful, weak, unimportant person.
Your first three adjectives mean that you're exhausted. Maybe you just need to rest a little bit and clear your mind.
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