How are you feeling?

Remember in Toy Story 2 when Woody's arm gets ripped and he gets shelved, then he has that terrible nightmare that Andy doesn't want to play with him anymore because he's broken and he throws him in the trash? I feel like Woody today. I'm broken and feel worthless and I worry no one loves me, like the world doesn't need me, I'm a burden. I don't know how to fix it, I'm dealing with a broken body and mind, but so desire to have 1/2 ounce of dignity back.

Lavinialuna said: ↑

Remember in Toy Story 2 when Woody's arm gets ripped and he gets shelved, then he has that terrible nightmare that Andy doesn't want to play with him anymore because he's broken and he throws him in the trash? I feel like Woody today. I'm broken and feel worthless and I worry no one loves me, like the world doesn't need me, I'm a burden. I don't know how to fix it, I'm dealing with a broken body and mind, but so desire to have 1/2 ounce of dignity back.

I know how you feel Lav.
If I was there I'd give you a hug :thinking:

Aaliyah said: ↑

Miserable, insecure, hopeless, stuck, lonely, pessimistic, angry, anxious, fatigued, achy.

So in other words "shite"? Sorry, if ah didnae mean tae offend ye by sayin'. Ah wuz actually huvin similar feelin' afore but it amazin' whit a guid laugh'll do tae ya! 🙂

Empty, lost

Seems a few o' youse're no' daein too well the noo... Sorry tae hear. Though, ah'm yin tae talk. Ah cun definitely relate tae how some o' youse're feelin' coz ah bin feelin' kinda doon masel', lately.

Anyway, hope youse aw feel better soon, eh? Even if it's jist a wee bit better. :thumbup:

^ (Or ye could jist read aw that pish ah jist typed oot in yer best or worst attempt at the Scottish accent an' it should a raise a wee smile) :bigsmile:

Sick and awful, but life needs to go on, unfortunately. I want out, so badly.


I am in my most pathetic now in 6 years, i hope i have hit rock bottom, so there is no way to go but up. I cannot live this hateful ugly life anymore.

I feel like a ghost.

I seriously don't think the human race is going to last another 20 years. The trick is trying to notice when to jump ship before it gets too far gone.:thinking:

BlueDays said: ↑

I feel like a ghost.

I seriously don't think the human race is going to last another 20 years. The trick is trying to notice when to jump ship before it gets too far gone.:thinking:

I agree, lil'ghost, humans have evolved so far and now we're sliding back down into the shit hole

Everyone is feeling pretty down today. I hope all of you start feeling better shortly, because you're all such lovely people!

Exhausted! Ready for Sydney tomorrow, though. 😀

There are lot of tangled stuff in my life, no hope of ever solving them. People say life is simple , some say its complex, I agree with complex. I love simple things, I can feel love and positivity at times but I do feel pain a lot more times. There are things I am ashamed and afraid to say to myself , I hide all the time, I get angry , mean ,selfish , rude when there is no apparent reason for it. I feel bad about it but I know they are just the scars that lay deep under, they are festering there but I am not able to heal , may be never will. All these words here are so meaningless, but still the are coming out of me, I can't say them to anyone, so here they are in the unknown space of the internet. There are so many things , I am real mess. I have lots of wishes, desires, dreams, mostly Disney land type , and I am a big fiction watcher and reader so I can imagine stuff that don't really exist, at least not for me. So I always feel like mess when I think if I can ever achieve those. Since they are not real for me, its just deluding myself ! And well it is okay to day dream once in a while but its good to remember they are just fragments of fiction and reality is bitter and no escaping will help.

springk said: ↑

There are lot of tangled stuff in my life, no hope of ever solving them. People say life is simple , some say its complex, I agree with complex. I love simple things, I can feel love and positivity at times but I do feel pain a lot more times. There are things I am ashamed and afraid to say to myself , I hide all the time, I get angry , mean ,selfish , rude when there is no apparent reason for it. I feel bad about it but I know they are just the scars that lay deep under, they are festering there but I am not able to heal , may be never will. All these words here are so meaningless, but still the are coming out of me, I can't say them to anyone, so here they are in the unknown space of the internet. There are so many things , I am real mess. I have lots of wishes, desires, dreams, mostly Disney land type , and I am a big fiction watcher and reader so I can imagine stuff that don't really exist, at least not for me. So I always feel like mess when I think if I can ever achieve those. Since they are not real for me, its just deluding myself ! And well it is okay to day dream once in a while but its good to remember they are just fragments of fiction and reality is bitter and no escaping will help.

I can relate to a lot of what you said. I love escaping into my imagination with a good movie,book or game. The downside, coming back into the real world..

Well efter a couple o' days feelin' happy and upbeat... Ah feel aw depressed again. :sad: Which kinda typical fur me, really.

Graeme1988 said: ↑

Well efter a couple o' days feelin' happy and upbeat... Ah feel aw depressed again. :sad: Which kinda typical fur me, really.

Its very difficult going through that cycle of feeling more energetic and happy, then having depression hit. Hopefully you'll feel better soon Graeme.

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I feel like such a loser. I really am a loser, I'm lifeless, jobless, broke, and I sit around like a worthless blob all day. I can't keep doing nothing for the rest of my life, not even leaving the house most days. I simply don't have the means to go anywhere, or do anything right now. Not having any friends, or any form of transportation doesn't exactly help either. It's a miserable life that will probably go on for way too long. I'm tired of it, and I really don't know how to fix it.

I am a little frightened!

I went for an induction to work at a traffic control place. They can guarantee me starting work in a week, and they're long shifts for good money, but the cons are that it's in Sydney, and it could affect my university studies, which I certainly don't want to be giving up. I'm anxious about starting a new job for a company which seems pretty tough to work for.

I will have to weigh up the pros and cons. Not sure what to do. I will come to the right decision, I'm sure, though. 🙂

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Graeme1988 said: ↑

Well efter a couple o' days feelin' happy and upbeat... Ah feel aw depressed again. :sad: Which kinda typical fur me, really.

Sucks to hear, Graeme. Did you enjoy your comedy thing that you went to, though?

Psychedelicious said: ↑

I feel like such a loser. I really am a loser, I'm lifeless, jobless, broke, and I sit around like a worthless blob all day. I can't keep doing nothing for the rest of my life, not even leaving the house most days. I simply don't have the means to go anywhere, or do anything right now. Not having any friends, or any form of transportation doesn't exactly help either. It's a miserable life that will probably go on for way too long. I'm tired of it, and I really don't know how to fix it.

I'm sorry to hear this, Psyche. Maybe there's someone in your life you can talk to that may be able to help you out? In the meantime, keep your chin up. 🙂

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MikeyC said: ↑

Sucks to hear, Graeme. Did you enjoy your comedy thing that you went to, though?

Oh aye! It wuz great. Ah huv'nae laughed so much at a live comedy show from start tae finish since those comedy shows ah saw durin' the Edinburgh Festival this year.

Like its kinda pointless being here..

Tired again.