I can't find the words to explain to people how it feels to be in my head. To want to be dead every second of the day-- nothing is ever good enough, nothing is even good at all.
I feel like shit.
I can't find the words to explain to people how it feels to be in my head. To want to be dead every second of the day-- nothing is ever good enough, nothing is even good at all.
I feel like shit.
Ah know how yer feelin', hen... Oops, sorry, ah meant Weirdy. :bigsmile:
Ah cannae fin the words tae explain how it feels tae be in ma heid. So ah cun definitely relate tae whit yer sayin'.
Anyway... Sorry yer like shite the noo, Weirdy. Ah hope yer gonnae be awright. :thumbup: Ye'll probably smile efter readin' this, eh? 😉
Right ah'm oot uh here coz, well, ah've got stuff tae dae, basically.
I just keep picturing you in a kilt with a big, shaggy beard.
Well, yer no' wrong aboot the beard. But the, eh, kilt? Ah cannae see masel' wearin' yin uh them. Don't know if ah could pull off the kilt - looks-wise, y'know...? Ah think ah'll like a right eejit wearin' a kilt. But mibbe that's jist me? Ah huv'nae worn a kilt afore, so... :idontknow:
Ah feel like shit. Unlikeable... yadda, yadda, yadda.
Annoyed at masel' fur givin' intae forced social interaction with people ah can't effin' well stand. :kickingmyself: Just one of those days, ah guess...
Ah feel like shit. Unlikeable... yadda, yadda, yadda.
Annoyed at masel' fur givin' intae forced social interaction with people ah can't effin' well stand. :kickingmyself: Just one of those days, ah guess...
I felt the same way last night. I find myself avoiding the people I thought that used to be my friends now because they treat me different like I don't even exist.. I can't even put their name with a face anymore because they have become so non existent.
I felt the same way last night. I find myself avoiding the people I thought that used to be my friends now because they treat me different like I don't even exist.. I can't even put their name with a face anymore because they have become so non existent.
Sorry to hear that. That's never easy. Ah can kinda relate to your situation a little bit - except mine is more to do with certain family members.
Ah've never been one for being social when in a bad mood. Doesnae begin or end well for me. Ugh! Just thinkin' aboot it makes me cringe. It ends the same way people think yer a total idiot.
Sorry to hear that. That's never easy. Ah can kinda relate to your situation a little bit - except mine is more to do with certain family members.
Ah've never been one for being social when in a bad mood. Doesnae begin or end well for me. Ugh! Just thinkin' aboot it makes me cringe. It ends the same way people think yer a total idiot.
I have the same problem. I was sitting around some people I really didn't know and they didn't know how to talk to me.. they just stared and I got in one of those bad moods and was ready to leave. I felt like nobody was listening and I finally just got angry and just went UUGGHHHH! out loud and got up from the table and left. I'm sure they thought I was an idiot.... :omg:
So very sad. My gallbladder is acting up again (biliary colic, without stones) and I don't know what to do. I had it for a year and half and it went away after Christmas... now it is back and I am worried it will be another year before I feel relief again. Horrified at living like this and having all those medical tests again, but this pain is a nightmare.
So very sad. My gallbladder is acting up again (biliary colic, without stones) and I don't know what to do. I had it for a year and half and it went away after Christmas... now it is back and I am worried it will be another year before I feel relief again. Horrified at living like this and having all those medical tests again, but this pain is a nightmare.
Uneasy and worried..can't sleep. I have to get up in 6 hours and still awake. The bad part of it is when I wake up, I want to go back to sleep..This is draining :sad:
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