Just kidding, it's (mostly) always best to follow the proper channels in these situations. You're just gonna look like a psycho if you go after him, which will just bolster his gossiping.
I've calmed down by now. Still aggravated but feeling more like cold revenge now.
I feel a lot better than yesterday, I got a call while I was sleeping and a discussion boiled over into a screaming match. I said a lot of things that cut somebody deep. I called back and mended the damage, but I've got to learn not to have serious conversations until after I've fully woken up. You gotta let that critical part of your brain get warmed-up before opening your mouth and spewing id all over the place. Lesson hard earned.
I feel a lot better than yesterday, I got a call while I was sleeping and a discussion boiled over into a screaming match. I said a lot of things that cut somebody deep. I called back and mended the damage, but I've got to learn not to have serious conversations until after I've fully woken up. You gotta let that critical part of your brain get warmed-up before opening your mouth and spewing id all over the place. Lesson hard earned.
That's rough. Good job for having a big enough set to make it right with the other party :thumbup:
Wtf-Happy again?
my bf's dad is visiting and he is super cool and really nice and is buying us everything and gave us a lot of really wonderful things for the house-brought OMFG 3000 records and some kick-*** speakers to start..... I sometimes wish I had more family living close. I have no idea what that would be like. I imagine it would make the world seem less against me, having more people on "my side". It is really fun to have other people around since I spend so much time alone. I know I will get sad when he leaves. 🙁
I've had a long period of ups and downs lately a vicious cycle of rapid emotion changes due to my bipolar condition. Today I finally managed to get out of the house and met someone new, someone I instantly took a liking to and I think I have a small crush on her so right now I'm feeling a mixture of depression due to my fear of rejection and excitement because I'm hoping to see her again this weekend and I think she likes me to.
I've had a long period of ups and downs lately a vicious cycle of rapid emotion changes due to my bipolar condition. Today I finally managed to get out of the house and met someone new, someone I instantly took a liking to and I think I have a small crush on her so right now I'm feeling a mixture of depression due to my fear of rejection and excitement because I'm hoping to see her again this weekend and I think she likes me to.
Don't put any pressure on yourself to make something happen immediately, otherwise you'll feel worse and you may blow it. You two just met so give it another couple of meetings before you make a decision. :thumbup: