Can't sleep. I've basically lost my sister. And all the plans we had are gone and meant nothing, apparently. Too painful to deal with. But I have to, somehow.
I know people often hurt you but I never thought it would be one of my sisters. We were always so close. Or at least I thought so... Now I don't know what to think.
Ain't you said before she's real young? I think you did. She's probably just in her own little world listening to her friends or something. She'll come to her senses.
Ma cousin seems tae think she can git everythin' jist handed to her. If she needs money, she call my mum. Not her own muther. Why? Because she know ma mum'll jist give her the money withoot askin' why. Ah recently gave her ma old laptop, but telt her tae pay me the price ah wuz gonnae list it on eBay for - £100 (£20 a month, excluding VAT). :bigsmile: She's only gave me £20 in the last 2 months - which is f**kin' unacceptable. Sure she can part way wi' a couple uh £10 notes? Cigarettes 're no' that dear.
Even mair irritatin' is the fact ah telt her the CD/DVD drive on that auld laptop wuz'nae workin' properly. And ah wuz gan tae fix but she said she wuz'nae bother and would take the laptop anyway - that wuz back in March. She f**kin' phones me up yesterday mornin' askin' if ah've got an external CD/DVD drive and tae post it up tae f**kin' Glasgow - where she's stayin' wi' her boyfriend - fur her that day? The f**kin' nerve uh some folk... Ah said "Aye" - coz am a nice, kind-hearted, thoughtful b@sturd - but that she owed me £50 noo coz ah wuz intent on floggin' it on eBay along wi' the laptop. Ma mum's agree tae pay the £50 as long as ah posted it - even though, ma muther shouldnae really huv tae.
See some folk under 25, they git on a bloody tits, so they dae. Spoilt c**ts wi' their f**kin' iPads, smartphones and obnoxious sense uh entitlement, cannae be happy wi' what they've bloody got some uh them. The keyword bein' some...
Sorry fur the sweary rant folk. Am jist in yin uh them moods the day.
Right, am gonnae make like a tree and f**k off... :bigsmile:
I'm sorry you got hurt but I'm glad you ain't no worse than you are. You're right. You are lucky. I wish you a speedy recovery :thumbup:
ah thank you 🙂
lavinialuna said:
I did this with a broken casserole dish. I HATE the scar. I always wonder if people think I tried to kill myself, but I really am lucky. I basically stabbed myself between 2 big veins. Lucked out. Sounds like you are equally as lucky! Yay us! Did you need stitches? I had to have a couple.
Ouch that sounds painful, no no I didn't go in, it wasn't that serious, I just got paper towels and applied pressure and waited. If I'd hit anything, I'd have gone in but I just missed
Ma cousin seems tae think she can git everythin' jist handed to her. If she needs money, she call my mum. Not her own muther. Why? Because she know ma mum'll jist give her the money withoot askin' why. Ah recently gave her ma old laptop, but telt her tae pay me the price ah wuz gonnae list it on eBay for - £100 (£20 a month, excluding VAT). :bigsmile: She's only gave me £20 in the last 2 months - which is f**kin' unacceptable. Sure she can part way wi' a couple uh £10 notes? Cigarettes 're no' that dear.
Even mair irritatin' is the fact ah telt her the CD/DVD drive on that auld laptop wuz'nae workin' properly. And ah wuz gan tae fix but she said she wuz'nae bother and would take the laptop anyway - that wuz back in March. She f**kin' phones me up yesterday mornin' askin' if ah've got an external CD/DVD drive and tae post it up tae f**kin' Glasgow - where she's stayin' wi' her boyfriend - fur her that day? The f**kin' nerve uh some folk... Ah said "Aye" - coz am a nice, kind-hearted, thoughtful b@sturd - but that she owed me £50 noo coz ah wuz intent on floggin' it on eBay along wi' the laptop. Ma mum's agree tae pay the £50 as long as ah posted it - even though, ma muther shouldnae really huv tae.
See some folk under 25, they git on a bloody tits, so they dae. Spoilt c**ts wi' their f**kin' iPads, smartphones and obnoxious sense uh entitlement, cannae be happy wi' what they've bloody got some uh them. The keyword bein' some...
Sorry fur the sweary rant folk. Am jist in yin uh them moods the day.
Right, am gonnae make like a tree and f**k off... :bigsmile:
I am struggling right now with one of my kids because he (14) has a bit of this entitlement complex. I am not allowing it though, squashing him like a bug. Made him haul a bunch of dirt the other day. He thinks he shouldn't have to lift a finger, and yet get all kinds of expensive things. I got news for the kid. He wasn't born royalty. Get used to it.
I am struggling right now with one of my kids because he (14) has a bit of this entitlement complex. I am not allowing it though, squashing him like a bug. Made him haul a bunch of dirt the other day. He thinks he shouldn't have to lift a finger, and yet get all kinds of expensive things. I got news for the kid. He wasn't born royalty. Get used to it.
Hide all the electronics in places where he has to clean to find them, aka middle of laundry pile 🤭
Ma cousin seems tae think she can git everythin' jist handed to her. If she needs money, she call my mum. Not her own muther. Why? Because she know ma mum'll jist give her the money withoot askin' why. Ah recently gave her ma old laptop, but telt her tae pay me the price ah wuz gonnae list it on eBay for - £100 (£20 a month, excluding VAT). :bigsmile: She's only gave me £20 in the last 2 months - which is f**kin' unacceptable. Sure she can part way wi' a couple uh £10 notes? Cigarettes 're no' that dear.
Even mair irritatin' is the fact ah telt her the CD/DVD drive on that auld laptop wuz'nae workin' properly. And ah wuz gan tae fix but she said she wuz'nae bother and would take the laptop anyway - that wuz back in March. She f**kin' phones me up yesterday mornin' askin' if ah've got an external CD/DVD drive and tae post it up tae f**kin' Glasgow - where she's stayin' wi' her boyfriend - fur her that day? The f**kin' nerve uh some folk... Ah said "Aye" - coz am a nice, kind-hearted, thoughtful b@sturd - but that she owed me £50 noo coz ah wuz intent on floggin' it on eBay along wi' the laptop. Ma mum's agree tae pay the £50 as long as ah posted it - even though, ma muther shouldnae really huv tae.
See some folk under 25, they git on a bloody tits, so they dae. Spoilt c**ts wi' their f**kin' iPads, smartphones and obnoxious sense uh entitlement, cannae be happy wi' what they've bloody got some uh them. The keyword bein' some...
Sorry fur the sweary rant folk. Am jist in yin uh them moods the day.
Right, am gonnae make like a tree and f**k off... :bigsmile:
When you post it send an invoice for the money she still owes you with a FIRST NOTICE in red branded across the top.
I feel like a big fat failure as my blog flails and thrashes around, dying painfully as I keep forcing life support on it (I started strong with 60 views a day, and recently died to like 5.)
I just don't understand why it's not doing better? It's basically a picture guide on cooking and gardening, I think it's pretty decent. I don't know.. Frustrating. Feeling more rejection because I feel like nothing I do matters.
Sorry for the negativity... but I'm not letting it wreck my day. I'm going to buy some plants at the greenhouse. I WILL document and blog about it. And NO it won't get READ, but I'm still gonna do it.
I am struggling right now with one of my kids because he (14) has a bit of this entitlement complex. I am not allowing it though, squashing him like a bug. Made him haul a bunch of dirt the other day. He thinks he shouldn't have to lift a finger, and yet get all kinds of expensive things. I got news for the kid. He wasn't born royalty. Get used to it.
When you post it send an invoice for the money she still owes you with a FIRST NOTICE in red branded across the top.
Awww... Bawllickin' poppy wank! F██kin' missed a trick there. Ah totally could've done tae. :bigsmile: But she wuz wantin' the external CD/DVD drive today. Dinnae ask what wuz so freakin' urgent that she hud tae huv it the day? Ah mean, couldnae huv wait a few days, eh? Aw, that's right - nae patience. Must huv it now, now, now.
I feel like a big fat failure as my blog flails and thrashes around, dying painfully as I keep forcing life support on it (I started strong with 60 views a day, and recently died to like 5.)
I just don't understand why it's not doing better? It's basically a picture guide on cooking and gardening, I think it's pretty decent. I don't know.. Frustrating. Feeling more rejection because I feel like nothing I do matters.
Sorry for the negativity... but I'm not letting it wreck my day. I'm going to buy some plants at the greenhouse. I WILL document and blog about it. And NO it won't get READ, but I'm still gonna do it.
Yer not a failure, darlin'. Takes a lotta gut tae put yersel' oot there. Stay strong - dinnae give up. :thumbup:
My Dad tried to fill out my absentee ballot without me knowing. He thought it was sent to me because of Obamacare. (you know, since I'm suckling from the government teet).
I feel angry, just angry. Today, my brother just hit me for no reason. I just finished eating and was getting water and then he came and scratch my stomach. I motioned for him to stop. Next thing I know, he hit me not once but twice. My arms still hurt. What an arrogant b*tard! I've been stifling tears but I think I should let them out.
I felt good upon waking up, but my husband is feeling, well, off the dizzy. He is now sleeping on the couch (snoring.) For some reason his mood always effects mine. Why? It's just too weird.
I am thinking of taking my son for a walk (a big step, I don't like leaving the house during the day) but sometimes he drags me down and I need to escape.
Just finished my last course of the semester. Now for two summer courses and then I can graduate. I'm a bit bothered because I have 57 credits in residency. That is, 3 short for qualifying for graduation with honors. So the choices are to go to the honors office and ask them to overlook it, pay for another course to qualify, or just forget it. Blech!
Also stressing on the job front, but hopefully that will sort itself out with some time.
Get it up ye - translation: In yer face
