I feel fine now, but last night I had a very aggressive migraine attack. In a matter of fifteen minutes I was down an unable to do anything. Even my temperature went from normal body temperature to 34.1°C (93.4°F).
Worst thing was that I kept under-dosing the painkillers. The amount that would normally put me to sleep and out for the count wasn't even enough to take the edge off, it was all rather strange.
So instead of telling everyone how I'm feeling, I want to know how YOU'RE feeling! 🙂
(I'm going well, for the record.)
Good tae hear, Mikey. How um ah feelin'? Not too great - but copin' as best ah can given ma current situation. Though, constantly bein' asked "Are ye awright, are ye sure?" is startin' tae git on ma tits. Ooops, sorry! Ah mean, nerves. :bigsmile:
Ah wish openin' up tae people in real life wuz as easy as it is on here, tae be honest. :sad:
I am so busy lately, so I haven't logged in here for about four days.
So instead of telling everyone how I'm feeling, I want to know how YOU'RE feeling! 🙂
(I'm going well, for the record.)
I am busy too I manage to just peep in spw once in while because well I am a compulsive surfer and I get bored most of time as I don't have many people to talk to , so I just visit spw and other " mostly frequently visited sites".
You must be be busy with uni work.
How I am feeling:thinking:
Have a LOT of work to do(assignments) and i don't want to do it and the deadline is tomorrow :omg:
Four days of complete solitude coming up for me. ^ I could share some as it is more than I actually need...Finding I need less and less anymore which is nice because it's so hard to get anyways.
I feel panicky. Like I need to do damage control but there's no way to, and it would probably backfire, and I can't even know for sure if it's necessary. I feel out of control. Trying to maintain my sense of dignity and avoid despair. Not sure how well it's working.
Great! Something nice happened at work today. Two little girls who had given me birthday gifts a couple of weeks ago came up to me and one told me that it was nice to see me. I should point out these girls are no older than ten years old.
One of the teachers at the school I work at gave me a Lindt chocolate bunny. Before I left work, I saw one of the girls and gave the bunny to her. She was so happy and thanked me a hundred times. She gave me a big smile and a wave as I was leaving.
I felt great for that piece of altruism, even though I really wanted that bunny!
If all people were like these little girls, there would be no war.
Four days of complete solitude coming up for me. ^ I could share some as it is more than I actually need...Finding I need less and less anymore which is nice because it's so hard to get anyways.
Do you have a lot of people around you constantly? Must be annoying at times, I would imagine.
Great! Something nice happened at work today. Two little girls who had given me birthday gifts a couple of weeks ago came up to me and one told me that it was nice to see me. I should point out these girls are no older than ten years old.
One of the teachers at the school I work at gave me a Lindt chocolate bunny. Before I went to work, I saw one of the girls and gave the bunny to her. She was so happy and thanked me a hundred times. She gave me a big smile and a wave as I was leaving.
I felt great for that piece of altruism, even though I really wanted that bunny!
If all people were like these little girls, there would be no war.
That's awesome dude! Its nice to hear nice things happening. :thumbup:
I have so much anger in me.
It is extremely frustrating because no matter what I do, I can not get rid of it.:veryangry:
It is starting to scare me. Like I feel doing something radical is the only way I can get it out. I have scary thoughts going through my head.
I have tried exercising, music, reading, baking, thinking positive thoughts, keeping busy, distraction, movies, eating nice food, writing down my thoughts. :sad:
Nothing is removing or quelling this intense rage stuck inside me.:veryangry: :sad:
I have so much anger in me.
It is extremely frustrating because no matter what I do, I can not get rid of it.:veryangry:
It is starting to scare me. Like I feel doing something radical is the only way I can get it out. I have scary thoughts going through my head.
I have tried exercising, music, reading, baking, thinking positive thoughts, keeping busy, distraction, movies, eating nice food, writing down my thoughts. :sad:
Nothing is removing or quelling this intense rage stuck inside me.:veryangry: :sad:
Ah can definitely relate. Sorry yer, eh, goin' through this as well, Blue. Ah wish ah could say summit mair positive or reassurin' but ah cannae. Sorry.
Ah wish ma oldest sibling would stop usin' the phrase "Am only tryin' tae help" as an excuse tae tell the rest uh the family whit tae do. Jist coz our mum isnae feelin' well at the moment - sore stomach, nuthin' major; ah hud the same thing a few weeks age - doesnae mean she's too ill to do anything fur herself. Gawd! :oh:
Ah can definitely relate. Sorry yer, eh, goin' through this as well, Blue. Ah wish ah could say summit mair positive or reassurin' but ah cannae. Sorry.
^ Thanks Graeme. I know what you mean, I often want to say something positive to help users in here, but it's frustrating when you aren't in that frame of mind.:sad:
Ah wish ma oldest sibling would stop usin' the phrase "Am only tryin' tae help" as an excuse tae tell the rest uh the family whit tae do. Jist coz our mum isnae feelin' well at the moment - sore stomach, nuthin' major; ah hud the same thing a few weeks age - doesnae mean she's too ill to do anything fur herself. Gawd! :oh:
^Sorry your family is causing you trouble again, Graeme. Is your sister always bossy? Older siblings often seem to have that trait.
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