Darker Than Black
Well-known member
well, one thing that always made me nervous is sometimes when people say something mean, or do something to embarrass me..etc, I would get sad, and my heart aches like I was about to cry. So, you can say I used to be VERY VERY sensitive, I used to cry at any movie that showed sad scenes, even at Naruto or BLEACH..LOL.
Then few years ago, I was like "Oh, Fk, crying is doing me no good, so what's the point." So since then I pretty much stopped crying when I'm alone by myself...I used to be such a cry baby and all sensitive, I would cry almost everyday after I've got back from school, or when I get a bad grade, or when somebody made fun of me...lol
I would literally hold back the tears when I was about to cry or anything like that, and beat myself..deep breathing, and tell myself everything was ok, and bite my teeth then self talk myself.
Did it do any good? well, now at least I don't start crying when I'm sad, and I don't gave a Sh** about what others may say or do..I do WTF I want to , and if u don't like it, u can go **** **** ****. Even if I want to get a little emotional, I can't anymore, its like I've lost my touch u know? lol
Did it help w/ my SA/SP...?? a little, when a convo goes bad..sometimes, not all, I just don't think about it *w/e, I have more important things to do* yeah...
so how bout u?
Then few years ago, I was like "Oh, Fk, crying is doing me no good, so what's the point." So since then I pretty much stopped crying when I'm alone by myself...I used to be such a cry baby and all sensitive, I would cry almost everyday after I've got back from school, or when I get a bad grade, or when somebody made fun of me...lol
I would literally hold back the tears when I was about to cry or anything like that, and beat myself..deep breathing, and tell myself everything was ok, and bite my teeth then self talk myself.
Did it do any good? well, now at least I don't start crying when I'm sad, and I don't gave a Sh** about what others may say or do..I do WTF I want to , and if u don't like it, u can go **** **** ****. Even if I want to get a little emotional, I can't anymore, its like I've lost my touch u know? lol
Did it help w/ my SA/SP...?? a little, when a convo goes bad..sometimes, not all, I just don't think about it *w/e, I have more important things to do* yeah...
so how bout u?