bearsfan20
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I am a 20 yr old male from Illiniois. I have struggled with HOCD(homosexual ocd) now for a little while. I have always been straight, popular, into sports, the normal male things etc. When i turned 18 my hormones kicked in and i had a porn addiction. I started to wonder why i only like porn where the guy had a big member. Why did i even think about this. It made me feel like i was attracted to the "large male anatomy" its really freaking me out and making me feel gay. Making me feel atrracted to males. How can i overcome this? Do most men only watch pornography when men have large privates... And if so why?
I typed this on another forum if its easier to understand: Im a 19 yr old male. I have ocd pretty badly...Hocd lately if you all no what that is.
My questions are- Is it normal for males to notice other attractive males? It seems i have been doing this lately and it bugs me and makes me qustion my sexuality. If it is normal why do men do this.
In pornography is it normal to only like the porn when the guy has a big member. I am not usually turned on to porn unless the guy does... These question are bugging me .... I have always been staright but ever since these thoughts came in to my head i have obsessed! WHy do i like porn where the guy is big!
ANy advice would be appreciated
I typed this on another forum if its easier to understand: Im a 19 yr old male. I have ocd pretty badly...Hocd lately if you all no what that is.
My questions are- Is it normal for males to notice other attractive males? It seems i have been doing this lately and it bugs me and makes me qustion my sexuality. If it is normal why do men do this.
In pornography is it normal to only like the porn when the guy has a big member. I am not usually turned on to porn unless the guy does... These question are bugging me .... I have always been staright but ever since these thoughts came in to my head i have obsessed! WHy do i like porn where the guy is big!
ANy advice would be appreciated