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Psychedelicious, I'm almost 21 and I've been struggling with those problems for as long as I can remember. It has kept me from doing many things I've wanted to. I go to parties and can't enjoy them. People show that they like me or that they're friends with me and I don't understand why. I feel like I've never truly been myself around people. I'm incapable. I am now just starting to see a shrink, hopefully she'll nip it in the butt. trust me buddy, you want to get it taken care of now. College has been nothing for me, my whole life has been nothing. No matter how much I succeed at something, I'm never fulfilled. The only thing I have is to hold onto hope that the future will bring happiness. Never happens, always uncomfortable, always lonely. The thing is, I like myself when by myself. Anyway, you need to get it taken care of now, so you have a bright future to look foward to. Good luck