deadend
Well-known member
And I saw it coming years ago.
My intro: http://www.socialphobiaworld.com/hello-there-33715/
I'm at a point in my life where I'm supposed to be on my way up the social and financial ladder, but instead I'm going nowhere fast. I'm pretty much broke and resigned to a life of avoidance.
After much reflection, I have come to the conclusion that the only way for me to function at a manageable level is to keep my life simple. This means that my "career" should be relatively mindless and stress-free, that my debts are kept to a minimum, and that my social circle remains small (as it has always been).
Unfortunately for me, I went to college and racked up about 28k in debt. I also have a vehicle that costs me nearly $400 a month, including insurance. I work part-time for low wages so that takes up nearly half of my pay check each month alone. Add in rent, gas, and all the other miscellaneous necessities and I'm losing money. No money + no support + social phobia + depression = perfect storm.
I'm contemplating making a visit to the county clinic to see what kind of help I can get. I can't afford $200 a session for counseling and I have no health insurance so they would have to provide it for me (hate the idea). I've also thought about applying for SSI/SSD but from what I understand, it's a long and arduous process - chances are I'd be denied and would need a disability attorney to appeal.
In any case, I feel like **** and want to escape my life. I guess I'm here seeking some form of support but I know it's ultimately up to me.
Any thoughts or suggestions at least?
My intro: http://www.socialphobiaworld.com/hello-there-33715/
I'm at a point in my life where I'm supposed to be on my way up the social and financial ladder, but instead I'm going nowhere fast. I'm pretty much broke and resigned to a life of avoidance.
After much reflection, I have come to the conclusion that the only way for me to function at a manageable level is to keep my life simple. This means that my "career" should be relatively mindless and stress-free, that my debts are kept to a minimum, and that my social circle remains small (as it has always been).
Unfortunately for me, I went to college and racked up about 28k in debt. I also have a vehicle that costs me nearly $400 a month, including insurance. I work part-time for low wages so that takes up nearly half of my pay check each month alone. Add in rent, gas, and all the other miscellaneous necessities and I'm losing money. No money + no support + social phobia + depression = perfect storm.
I'm contemplating making a visit to the county clinic to see what kind of help I can get. I can't afford $200 a session for counseling and I have no health insurance so they would have to provide it for me (hate the idea). I've also thought about applying for SSI/SSD but from what I understand, it's a long and arduous process - chances are I'd be denied and would need a disability attorney to appeal.
In any case, I feel like **** and want to escape my life. I guess I'm here seeking some form of support but I know it's ultimately up to me.
Any thoughts or suggestions at least?