recluse
Well-known member
Hello! I have suffered from social phobia ever since childhood really. I have always felt an outcast. THe thing is when I am at work I am quite sociable and love to have a laugh with my workmates, but the truth is I have no friends apart from internet ones. At weekends I do nothing but sit in the house most of the time playing my guitar, online, listening to music. I wish I had friends to do stuff like going to the cinema and stuff, and besides I live in a nice but quiet place where there's not much things to do. I get suicidal thoughts on a daily basis almost and have been on meds for two months. I'm glad that I'm not actually alone with this problem 
