nightcrawler
Well-known member
I joined this site several days ago and just realised that I never did a proper introduction.
I'm in my 30's (just
), live in London (UK) and have had SP for just about 23 years. I've always been fairly quiet/shy - used to hate having to speak in class at school. Had a couple of "girlfriends" in school though nothing serious. It was around 23 years ago when things got a lot worse for me as blushing started becoming a big problem and to this day rules my life. I believe without the blushing my SP wouldn't be half as bad. I have friends at work, though don't see any of them outside of work. Only have 1 close friend whom I see socially. Only family I see regularly is my parents and sister. Ironically I actually do have quite a friendly disposition, but still tend to avoid social situations. Hate the obvious things like parties, but also hate plenty of everyday situations - shopping (always wait until queues are very small at checkouts), public transport (often "miss" packed buses and wait for an emptier one). Absolutely HATE the tube - confined space, always packed, and having to sit opposite/facing lots of other people. And public speaking is a given Sometimes I can get through entire days without blushing, another day I'll blush just talking to a neighbour. Haven't had a girlfriend in a long time. I've been told I'm reasonably good looking though just the thought of the whole dating process scares me to bits! ::
You'll probably find out more about me in time through other posts and I hope to make some friends here. For now, it's nice to be part of this community and know that there are others out there going through the same as me.
I'm in my 30's (just
), live in London (UK) and have had SP for just about 23 years. I've always been fairly quiet/shy - used to hate having to speak in class at school. Had a couple of "girlfriends" in school though nothing serious. It was around 23 years ago when things got a lot worse for me as blushing started becoming a big problem and to this day rules my life. I believe without the blushing my SP wouldn't be half as bad. I have friends at work, though don't see any of them outside of work. Only have 1 close friend whom I see socially. Only family I see regularly is my parents and sister. Ironically I actually do have quite a friendly disposition, but still tend to avoid social situations. Hate the obvious things like parties, but also hate plenty of everyday situations - shopping (always wait until queues are very small at checkouts), public transport (often "miss" packed buses and wait for an emptier one). Absolutely HATE the tube - confined space, always packed, and having to sit opposite/facing lots of other people. And public speaking is a given Sometimes I can get through entire days without blushing, another day I'll blush just talking to a neighbour. Haven't had a girlfriend in a long time. I've been told I'm reasonably good looking though just the thought of the whole dating process scares me to bits! ::You'll probably find out more about me in time through other posts and I hope to make some friends here. For now, it's nice to be part of this community and know that there are others out there going through the same as me.
