Lonelyness
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Hello! My name's Alex, I'm 16 and I'm spanish. I've come here because I have a problem which is making my life a hell, and it's that I'm really really shy (since I can remember), well, I think it's just shyness, not sure, I hope it's not something worse. I don't know why but when I'm around other people, I think they can "smell" my weakness or that they're watching me, or when I'm in the classroom and I see somebody who's whispering something to the other, I ALWAYS think they're saying bad things about me, and many more things that if I wrote here, it'd be the endless post. I don't know why, but I also am a very sensible person when somebody's not from my family say to me something bad or has fun of me, then you can be sure I'll remember that moment for a very long time. I'll end this post saying that my life, since I can remember things, has been all the day in my bed room playing computer or studying (mostly all the time playing computer), and a day, when I was 13, I wondered "What Am I doing? I have no friends and I'm wasting my life here", and well, since that day, I've tried to make friends (only at school because I'd be mad if I went out at the afternoons to try to meet people) and talk a bit more to the others, but I just can't, It's too hard for me and I get almost nothing and when I meet somebody I get very nervous. So because of all the previous post and many more things, I really want to stop this and make my life what it should be and not this hell but I don't know how to start and what should I do, so that's why I'm here so all that I can say is thanks for reading this and see you on the forums.
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