Dr. Doom
Well-known member
Okay, so I get nervous in front of people. I fidget, blush and sweat. So I take zoloft for it, and it helps a little. But I think its more than just that. I also get really confident. I talk to people, albiet a little awkwardly, I will walk with my head up, talk to a girl maybe even. But then I get really low and it just flips.
I get into these moods of depression and self loathing like a switch. Its terrible, I feel bottled up and I say stupid things and I start ranting in chat rooms and on facebook. Its like I need a release and I try to draw or listen to music but i just cant focus because pressure just builds in my head.
And then, I just get out of it. I feel like a piece of **** for a bit, and then Im back to normal. Maybe not on top of the world but I can focus. This happens most days I would say. In class, or at home. I'll be with my dad at the mall just kidding around or shopping and I get that mood and I just have to leave.
From what I know about bipolar, its like a roller coaster of highs and lows. I wouldn't say that I just flip like a coin every other minute. Its not a Dr. Jeckll and Mr. Hyde, but even my dad said "Boy, your hot one second and cold the next."
So I ask, what do you guys know about it? I'm sure there are a few people with manic depression or bipolar who can comment. Is this worth looking into, or is it just my personality? In my head or "Teenage Angst" (I hate that phrase).
My friend had manic depression, he said that his change in diet from being vegetarian has greatly changed his mood for the better. I want to look into that. Are there any other thoughts? Perhaps I dont have bipolar disorder, but I get intense moodswings like that often.
I get into these moods of depression and self loathing like a switch. Its terrible, I feel bottled up and I say stupid things and I start ranting in chat rooms and on facebook. Its like I need a release and I try to draw or listen to music but i just cant focus because pressure just builds in my head.
And then, I just get out of it. I feel like a piece of **** for a bit, and then Im back to normal. Maybe not on top of the world but I can focus. This happens most days I would say. In class, or at home. I'll be with my dad at the mall just kidding around or shopping and I get that mood and I just have to leave.
From what I know about bipolar, its like a roller coaster of highs and lows. I wouldn't say that I just flip like a coin every other minute. Its not a Dr. Jeckll and Mr. Hyde, but even my dad said "Boy, your hot one second and cold the next."
So I ask, what do you guys know about it? I'm sure there are a few people with manic depression or bipolar who can comment. Is this worth looking into, or is it just my personality? In my head or "Teenage Angst" (I hate that phrase).
My friend had manic depression, he said that his change in diet from being vegetarian has greatly changed his mood for the better. I want to look into that. Are there any other thoughts? Perhaps I dont have bipolar disorder, but I get intense moodswings like that often.