Whoopdeedoo
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My former BFF died in August ... a drug abuser who suffered greatly from mental illness...Her wake was in a closed casket as she d been found lying dead for days & had decomposed,,,This occurred 4 days after my favorite Aunts wake in the SAME room...This is the 2nd time someone Ive been very close to thats life should end by their own hand and its sent me into a whirling myriad of chasmatic inconsulable dispair & fear of getting close to anyone
My need is insatiable but Ive become so detatched that it is such now I witness
or perform . Ive begun to feel more isolated and shrug responsibility evermore
And Im now using more drugs to cope than ever...
Im exhausted all the time and I need help running my house and my life
I feel so lost and I dont know where to get it or who to turn to with this burden
My need is insatiable but Ive become so detatched that it is such now I witness
or perform . Ive begun to feel more isolated and shrug responsibility evermore
And Im now using more drugs to cope than ever...
Im exhausted all the time and I need help running my house and my life
I feel so lost and I dont know where to get it or who to turn to with this burden