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Yuiii

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Hi guys I'm Yui I'm from Thailand but currently live in a small country in Europe.
I'm 20 I love anime & manga and art.

Right now I'm kinda lost.. Well I don't know what to do with my life T_T I'm gonna study something but I don't know what because I don't want a job where I have to *pretending* being happy easy going bla bla bla...

I'm antisocial - I've tried to get along with people but it just doesn't work, I always end up being alone and honestly being around people doesn't even feel that great. I dislike it.
 
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arandaro

arandaro

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Hello!
I'm new here. My name is Ruth, I'm 19 years young full time student from Europe.
Don't feel like having enough talk sometimes so decided to enjoy this community, because I really do like to talk. I'm very friendly, open and kind. Very optimistic person. Hopefully I'll fit in here. (:)
 
Quietguy11

Quietguy11

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Yuiii said:
Hej guys I'm Yui I'm from Thailand but currently live in a small country in Europe.
I'm 20 I love anime & manga and art.

Right now I'm kinda lost.. Well I don't know what to do with my life T_T I'm gonna study something but I don't know what because I don't want a job where I have to *pretending* being happy easy going bla bla bla...

I'm antisocial - I've tried to get along with people but it just doesn't work, I always end up being alone and honestly being around people doesn't even feel that great. I dislike it.
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Hey, I love anime and manga, too! :) I am also not very good in social situations. I find that I always end up leaving at the end of the night feeling worse than I did before I went. Usually I am left out of the social circle because I can't keep up with the pace of most conversations. In other words my mind is normally blank, and I can't think of anything to contribute, and when I do finally say something, my voice shakes with anxiety. So I choose not to say much when I'm out because of that reason. Tonight was actually the straw the broke the camels back. I was unable to sync with everyone tonight, and felt left out, like an outcast, so I told myself in a silent whisper. "I don't need to take this BS anymore." I need to realize and learn that I am not a social person. I don't have the abilities to be social, nor will I ever be social or feel 100% human around other people. In fact, I normally feel dehumanized around other people, and made to feel inferior.

Sorry for ranting about my own life on your thread. I just wanted to amplify that I am in the same or similar situation as you are, and I know it's not fun feeling oblivious in every day social scenes.
 
Diend

Diend

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I became inspired by Youtubers because they share their interests with the world regardless of if people approve. I tried doing it as a way to let other people know more about me.
 
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Yuiii

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Quietguy11 said:
Hey, I love anime and manga, too! :) I am also not very good in social situations. I find that I always end up leaving at the end of the night feeling worse than I did before I went. Usually I am left out of the social circle because I can't keep up with the pace of most conversations. In other words my mind is normally blank, and I can't think of anything to contribute, and when I do finally say something, my voice shakes with anxiety. So I choose not to say much when I'm out because of that reason. Tonight was actually the straw the broke the camels back. I was unable to sync with everyone tonight, and felt left out, like an outcast, so I told myself in a silent whisper. "I don't need to take this BS anymore." I need to realize and learn that I am not a social person. I don't have the abilities to be social, nor will I ever be social or feel 100% human around other people. In fact, I normally feel dehumanized around other people, and made to feel inferior.

Sorry for ranting about my own life on your thread. I just wanted to amplify that I am in the same or similar situation as you are, and I know it's not fun feeling oblivious in every day social scenes.
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It's ok I know how you feel. I've gave up trying to fit in :p

Usually when people chit chat i just don't know what to say and feel uncomfortable. So i decided that i don't need them i'm better off as a loner anyway... During break in high school i would sit by myself with my mp3 & mobile.

Which animes do you like? :bigsmile:
 
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