Hello. I am a 31 year old female in Wisconsin. I have never posted to a hyperhidrosis forum, even though I have suffered from it as long as I can remember. I have also never met anyone else (in person) who sweats as much as I do, so I have pretty much suffered in silence. The only people who know that I sweat because I have a legitimate medical condition are my mom and my (soon to be ex) husband. I hid my condition from him for the first 3 years of our relationship. When I finally told him, he said he didn't care; he loved me no matter what. He even WANTED to hold my hand when it was sweaty! Even though he was my first and only, I thought that was a definite sign that we were meant to be together forever. (I was young and dumb). Three months ago he told me he's not in love with me anymore, and he wants to leave. So now I am forced to consider a future without the love of my life, who accepted me and my hyperhidrosis 100%. I plan to be upfront with guys about my HH from now on, but I'm still terrified that I might get a reaction of disgust and rejection; so, while the thought of being newly single is exciting, it also feels like being an anxiety-ridden teenager all over again. Nobody wants that, but for someone with HH, it's at least 200 times harder. Do you agree?