Chilling__Echo
Well-known member
starting rant in 3...2...1...
ok, don't EVEN give me that bullshit excuse that you had to pull out of the date b/c your fucking gma died and then post your dumbass away message about your someone special when i even GAVE YOU your fucking window out of this by asking you if you were even fucking interested anymore.
i'm so fucking frustrated. i HATE HATE HATE being left hanging because some DOUCHE doesn't have the balls to say that he's not interested anymore. dammit! i'm so tired of being alone, i'm tired of going to school, i don't want to move again, i don't know what the hell i'm gonna do when i graduate, where the fuck am i going? FUCK FUCK FUCK. and i sound like a fucking third grader ranting like this but at this point, i don't care. i just don't care anymore. chilling echo no longer cares. NEWS REPORT, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
why can't we just hit the freeze button on our hearts, i'm tired of feeling, or wishing, waiting, hoping, dreaming, straining, grasping, searching, everything. not just relationships, i'm tired of it all. I NEVER ASKED TO BE IN THIS RAT RACE. i just want to lay in bed, and never get up again. not to die, not to live, not to be, not to not be, nonexistance. never ever existed. none of this every happened, and it won't happen. nothing.
end rant. *sigh* i'm going to bed. in the morning i will have cooled down a little. oh unconsciousness, take me now....
ok, don't EVEN give me that bullshit excuse that you had to pull out of the date b/c your fucking gma died and then post your dumbass away message about your someone special when i even GAVE YOU your fucking window out of this by asking you if you were even fucking interested anymore.
i'm so fucking frustrated. i HATE HATE HATE being left hanging because some DOUCHE doesn't have the balls to say that he's not interested anymore. dammit! i'm so tired of being alone, i'm tired of going to school, i don't want to move again, i don't know what the hell i'm gonna do when i graduate, where the fuck am i going? FUCK FUCK FUCK. and i sound like a fucking third grader ranting like this but at this point, i don't care. i just don't care anymore. chilling echo no longer cares. NEWS REPORT, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
why can't we just hit the freeze button on our hearts, i'm tired of feeling, or wishing, waiting, hoping, dreaming, straining, grasping, searching, everything. not just relationships, i'm tired of it all. I NEVER ASKED TO BE IN THIS RAT RACE. i just want to lay in bed, and never get up again. not to die, not to live, not to be, not to not be, nonexistance. never ever existed. none of this every happened, and it won't happen. nothing.
end rant. *sigh* i'm going to bed. in the morning i will have cooled down a little. oh unconsciousness, take me now....