KrazieWilla
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I spend my day at work with free access to the internet and my email. I feel like I need to check my email every 5 min (no exageration). I pray that someone, anyone would email me. My boyfriend usually emails me several times, but realistically he needs to get work done. I feel like if someone (especially the bf) doesnt email me something is wrong.
I am the same way about my phone.
I worry on Monday-Friday will me and my bf spend time together. We have been together a year and I am still not comfortable knowing we will spend time together. Which is stupid because we spend at least one day every weekend together.
I also have what I call "ticks". When someone says something or something is anounced on the PA system, I have to comment.
I try and do activities that would take my mind off of the thoughts, but I seem to be able to do both. I with draw and just want to be alone while in one of these moods.
I know realistically that just because someone isnt paying attention to you at the moment that it doesnt mean they dont like you anymore. But my mind doesnt keep this clear. I feel as tho my world is crashing around me.
I have only been tested for and have Dyslexia.
I have had to take anxiety meds and depressions meds before as well.
I am 37 years old...kind old to still be playing this game and tired of it.
Does anyone have any suggestions?
I am the same way about my phone.
I worry on Monday-Friday will me and my bf spend time together. We have been together a year and I am still not comfortable knowing we will spend time together. Which is stupid because we spend at least one day every weekend together.
I also have what I call "ticks". When someone says something or something is anounced on the PA system, I have to comment.
I try and do activities that would take my mind off of the thoughts, but I seem to be able to do both. I with draw and just want to be alone while in one of these moods.
I know realistically that just because someone isnt paying attention to you at the moment that it doesnt mean they dont like you anymore. But my mind doesnt keep this clear. I feel as tho my world is crashing around me.
I have only been tested for and have Dyslexia.
I have had to take anxiety meds and depressions meds before as well.
I am 37 years old...kind old to still be playing this game and tired of it.
Does anyone have any suggestions?