xiani
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Lately I've been contemplating about leaving Uni; whether I'm truly ready to make myself go through 3 years of a course which I'm really unsure about. I've been truly miserable in the past 6 weeks of going to Uni, and haven't even spoken much to anyone in my class, because my social anxiety stops me from doing so. Not only does the anxiety push weight on me, the work is uninteresting for me and I'm failing behind on my grades definitely adds to it too. Another issue is I don't want to feel and be seen as a failure by my friends and family because I got good grades in college, and me leaving will just feels like I've just thrown myself in a pit of despair.
I'm planning on withdrawing next week, and I'm wanting to find myself and learn what I truly want to do, rather than regret wasting 3 years of time and money. The issue is money, and my family relies on me giving them money, which the student loans really help with. What I'm really scared of is taking a year off, working and repeating it again and again until I feel like I can't go back. I know I'm young, (18), but thinking about what my future holds is frightening. I also don't want to quit and realise I'm more miserable at home than I was in Uni.
Sorry for ranting, I just wanted to get this out, and after reading many posts realised that you guys are truly helpful.
I'm planning on withdrawing next week, and I'm wanting to find myself and learn what I truly want to do, rather than regret wasting 3 years of time and money. The issue is money, and my family relies on me giving them money, which the student loans really help with. What I'm really scared of is taking a year off, working and repeating it again and again until I feel like I can't go back. I know I'm young, (18), but thinking about what my future holds is frightening. I also don't want to quit and realise I'm more miserable at home than I was in Uni.
Sorry for ranting, I just wanted to get this out, and after reading many posts realised that you guys are truly helpful.