recluse
Well-known member
I hate having this avoidant personality disorder. I feel like i have missed out on having an enjoyable life. I'm virtually a recluse apart from the fact that i work full time, other than that i avoid any kind of social interaction; I even feel uncomfortable in the company of my parents, sister and grandmother for gods sake!
My avoidant disorder hits the hardest on the weekend when i don't go to work, and i think that i am the only one who actually dreads it because i know i'll just spend my weekend on my own in the house, o'r alone driving my car. On Sundays i feel really depressed and dissapointed because i feel i have wasted another weekend, and i have to be back in work without a story to tell to anyone.
A girl from Poland i have been emailing for two years has been asking when i am going to visit her, and i am definately considering taking a flight there sometime in the new year but i'm so worried that she's going to be dissapointed when she meets the real me.
Yeah this disorder is shit!
My avoidant disorder hits the hardest on the weekend when i don't go to work, and i think that i am the only one who actually dreads it because i know i'll just spend my weekend on my own in the house, o'r alone driving my car. On Sundays i feel really depressed and dissapointed because i feel i have wasted another weekend, and i have to be back in work without a story to tell to anyone.
A girl from Poland i have been emailing for two years has been asking when i am going to visit her, and i am definately considering taking a flight there sometime in the new year but i'm so worried that she's going to be dissapointed when she meets the real me.
Yeah this disorder is shit!