fantasizing about important person in the future on earth

[warp]

It may sound weird to some, but I fantasizing about being some leader or important person on earth in the future.
I do this since long as I can remember.

My daydreams are mixed with either being a failure in the future or being some big person with millions on his bank account (without sa) who will be in the history books for hundreds of years.. nothing in between.
Even If I managed to live with sa and have a ordinary job I wouldn't be happy, because I want to become BIG BIG just Winning.

Im almost believing it my self that I will cure my disorder and will become a important person on this planet ''earth''

I was curious if some other people with sa have this , maybe to compensate the **** life we now have ?

I ask this because I find my daydreams so weird because im actually almost believing in it that some day it will happen, and that all the nasty humans who have destroyed my life and are still destroying it will one day regret it and want to beg me for my money.

 

[P_Floyd]

same here dude

btw, I think it isn't weird ::

 

[ilovenoodles]

Same here. I hope to do something big in a positive way haha.

 

[DespairSoul]

I must little chuckle i don't dream about it exactly as u do. But i had idea how would be if i would have money and how i will deal with my anxiety if i will still feel so bad or money will cure me at least coz i could afford stuff and people will like me coz my money more haha then u aren't alone. Isn't my dream at all but would be easier i guess. Anyway i would be rather poor and healthy, as rich and unhealthy. Remember money can't bring u all happiness as u may think but can solution a lot of stuff. Well how u mean it with the imagines about being person about which will people talking ages? U can give some example?

 

[StandingJelly]

Nah I will be a leader in the future not just because of my SA

Big big leader that is that will change the world

 

[warp]

Okm then its normal to have these thoughts ... I thought I was almost the only one. Thinking: If almost nobody thinks this way , then there is maybe some hidden truth behind it and then maybe im really becoming cured and BIG BIG WINNING.

Im definitely gonna be A failure nub if I don't beat this SA, aren't there some famous people , or people here who have overcome there SA and became famous or important in some other way ?

 

[coyote]

I was recently elected Prime Minister of Wisconsin

 

[Rembrandt Broam]

I was recently elected Prime Minister of Wisconsin

Congratulations! I knew that your policy of annexing Illinois would be a vote winner.

 

[Feathers]

lol Coyote congratulations!

warp, I think many people somehow may have similar thoughts... but on the other hand many people with sa really may have great ideas that could help make a better world!!
Many may be more perceptive and educated about certain things than those that just 'go go go' and do things without researching or thinking!

read the topic 'Bloody Brilliant' - it's not about sa specifically, but there's an article about famous people with mental health problems like depression or bipolar (!) like Lincoln and Churchill etc!!

there's a topic with a link to famous people with sa too, like Barbra Streisand and Sir Laurence Olivier (who would have thought? ) maybe some others too, and maybe some were hiding it...

so... maybe we'll hear about you in the future?
make sure to take into account eco-friendliness & zero waste too!!

 

[Dronee]

No, it's not really that unusual. It's great to dream about having validation, positive attention... etc... On a completely unrelated note, I hope to lead the drones and raze the planetary fortress and all your command centers to the ground! FTS!!!