jnnnncnnn1232
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I really don't know why. I think because of my anger. I try to help people. I often feel like humanity shuts me out or doesn't let me help. I'm desperate for someone to reach out to me. No one. Not even the people that claim they are close to me. No one lets me in. No one lets me help. No one talks to me. No one lets me talk to them. It's so lonely. I sometimes think that I might be forced to become self-centered (if I am) because nobody gives a damn about how I feel. I mean nobody REALLY cares. Nobody is REALLY willing to comfort me or talk to me unless it is to their convenience.