Shattered dreams
New member
It's scary. I don't have the ordinary panic attacks, I have really bad
ones. The ones where you feel like your going to die, even though
thats not necessarily true. Sometimes I feel like i have to excuse
myself when I'm out with somewhere with my friends or family. Very
embarassing. But I don't wanna be like some of us, who are afraid to
leave the comfort of our home. I also be brave and try whenever my dad or
mom is going out, to go along the car ride with them. It has gotten better
but it still is there, which is bad, it can still happen anytime. That's
why sometimes I'm afraid to go to someplaces, worst, college. Always been
my dream to go to college, but right not, with my panic attacks, I am not
ready to go
. So...what about you guys? Have you guys ever watched MTV's True Life: I panic..? One of them reminded me of me, when i'm at the restaurant with my family and have a panic attack.."Can we go home now, please,I'm having a panic attack..we need to go RIGHT NOW?" Atleast I might make it...I will be on klonopin 3 times a day now. Once a day helps alone, so 3times a day should help even more..I really don't care if I'm a walking zombie with all that klonopin...So, back to the question..ever feel dizzy, light-headed, or even faint after a panic attack..? My worst fear is waking up at the hospital..the hospital itself makes me panic, LOL.
-Cassie aka newbie
ones. The ones where you feel like your going to die, even though
thats not necessarily true. Sometimes I feel like i have to excuse
myself when I'm out with somewhere with my friends or family. Very
embarassing. But I don't wanna be like some of us, who are afraid to
leave the comfort of our home. I also be brave and try whenever my dad or
mom is going out, to go along the car ride with them. It has gotten better
but it still is there, which is bad, it can still happen anytime. That's
why sometimes I'm afraid to go to someplaces, worst, college. Always been
my dream to go to college, but right not, with my panic attacks, I am not
ready to go
-Cassie aka newbie