recluse
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I think a downside of having no network of close friends for me is having no one to turn to should i need help. I live with my parents and they'd do anything to help me, for example the amount of times i've borrowed either my mum o'r my dad's car because mine is in the garage o'r whatever to get to work..... Living in an isolated area a car is a must (totally pathetic public transport)
As i am getting older i am thinking more and more about mortality and that my parents are not going to be here for ever. I think about my parents amongst other people who have lost a parent when they were only young and it scares me. I don't feel emotionally mature...I still feel a kid who can run to his parents whenever a problem arises...I feel totally devoid of basic life skills.
As far as i see life now is that i go to work for money but i don't know what i am aiming for. I feel no joy in life, and i feel sick to my stomach seeing other people with friends/girlfriends........A life!
So basically what the hell will i do when the inevitible i.e - Losing my parents will happen? What do loners do when they become total loners?
As i am getting older i am thinking more and more about mortality and that my parents are not going to be here for ever. I think about my parents amongst other people who have lost a parent when they were only young and it scares me. I don't feel emotionally mature...I still feel a kid who can run to his parents whenever a problem arises...I feel totally devoid of basic life skills.
As far as i see life now is that i go to work for money but i don't know what i am aiming for. I feel no joy in life, and i feel sick to my stomach seeing other people with friends/girlfriends........A life!
So basically what the hell will i do when the inevitible i.e - Losing my parents will happen? What do loners do when they become total loners?