This sometimes happens to me too. I always try to enjoy nights out, but a lot of times (particularly in the summer) I find myself feeling the odd one out and 'different' from everyone else, mostly because of my severe HH. I stand there thinking "I wish I could be like all those confident guys", and feeling envy towards blokes with girlfriends.
It's a horrible feeling, but then I think I felt worse 9 years ago when I pretty much had no social life and no friends, so I keep pushing myself to go out, hoping that it's subconsciously doing me good, and at the least it's maintaining a social network, which for someone with many negative feelings (e.g. depression and low self-worth) must surely only be a good thing.
It's a horrible feeling, but then I think I felt worse 9 years ago when I pretty much had no social life and no friends, so I keep pushing myself to go out, hoping that it's subconsciously doing me good, and at the least it's maintaining a social network, which for someone with many negative feelings (e.g. depression and low self-worth) must surely only be a good thing.
