Cici Cooper
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I've been shy since I was six years old. It's gotten worse over the years, sometimes not as bad- but it's still a pain in the butt to deal with. It seems like there's been no way out of it. I've been reading up on the symptoms of social anxiety, and I seem to have quite a few of the symptoms but it's not nearly as bad as some people have.
I feel like I'm always being judged, and if people my age approach me and talk to me then my hands start to sweat and shake and I get very tense and awkward. I tend to have nothing to say most of the time so I'm sure I send out a very stuck up vibe, and I just hate it..I just wish I wasn't so tense all the time.
I'm always paranoid when it comes to my looks and I feel like I'm not good enough to talk to people that I consider prettier (which would be most people) I never leave the house without makeup and I always make sure I look more than decent when seeing friends. I'm also very awkward around my friends' parents and I can barely talk to them besides answering questions and saying hi. I suck at making conversations as well.
I'm also very fearful of going up to counters and ordering food for example, I usually do it but I really don't like it. I'm also ALWAYS afraid of being humiliated in public, or being pranked by others my age.
Can anyone tell me what's wrong with me and what I should do? I really don't wanna deal with this anymore.
I also don't like going to parties or to any social events. Most of the time I prefer being alone rather than with people.
- First, whenever I talk to people in public, or talk to people other than my friends and family, my voice gets tense and weird.
- I have a very hard time making eye contact with people while they're speaking to me.
- When people I don't know come up and speak to me, or when I get introduced to other people, I feel awkward and don't know what to say.
- Here's a weird one- when I approach someone from far away, I can't look at them or else I'll feel awkward. Say I'm in a store, and I'm walking up to my dad or someone, I stare down at the floor while walking. I also prefer not to be seen by the person I'm approaching and tend to go around them so I can go up behind them instead of going straight toward them, just so they won't see me walk up to them.
- Another weird one..I have a very hard time talking to people that I think are prettier than me, but anyone else that I consider equal or less pretty I can talk to easily and be very friendly with them.
I feel like I'm always being judged, and if people my age approach me and talk to me then my hands start to sweat and shake and I get very tense and awkward. I tend to have nothing to say most of the time so I'm sure I send out a very stuck up vibe, and I just hate it..I just wish I wasn't so tense all the time.
I'm always paranoid when it comes to my looks and I feel like I'm not good enough to talk to people that I consider prettier (which would be most people) I never leave the house without makeup and I always make sure I look more than decent when seeing friends. I'm also very awkward around my friends' parents and I can barely talk to them besides answering questions and saying hi. I suck at making conversations as well.
I'm also very fearful of going up to counters and ordering food for example, I usually do it but I really don't like it. I'm also ALWAYS afraid of being humiliated in public, or being pranked by others my age.
Can anyone tell me what's wrong with me and what I should do? I really don't wanna deal with this anymore.
I also don't like going to parties or to any social events. Most of the time I prefer being alone rather than with people.
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