BlueWeepingRose
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My depression has came back into my life: I suffer with bi polar disorder along with PTSD, right now I'm starting to lose hope. I avoid trying to make friends cause I'm always afraid people will leave me in the end. Have a few friends online but a lot of them are dropping like flies and won't talk to me as much anymore.... now I'm starting to think this will be my life forever. That I'll always be alone and have no friends. I've been going to the movies alone: I see movies by myself. No friends in town, I've lived in Florida since 2003 and not many people know me. The friends I did meet however were cruel towards me and now I fear they'll either be cruel, try to abuse me in some way or leave me in the end. So much Fear, Anxiety and Depression has consumed my life that I feel hopeless at this point. I'm not really sure what to do anymore and I'm starting to lose hope as well. :crying:
Anytime I go out, I see other people along with their friends and I can't help but feel jealous cause they have friends: but not me. I have nothing and now I'm feeling like I am nothing.
Anytime I go out, I see other people along with their friends and I can't help but feel jealous cause they have friends: but not me. I have nothing and now I'm feeling like I am nothing.