yomisma19
Member
I have been thinking about the depression... why is the depression's duration longer for a kind of people? why is the depression deeper for a kind of people? I think it depends on the personality and the way of face the situation.
In my case, my depressions are very loooong, and this is going deeper.... Why don't I can continue my life? or why don't i try to "stop" the deep of my depression? I am an insecure person and i'm ashamed about myself in some aspects. I don't like when I feel i can't take control of my life, when i feel disoriented. Then when i FEel I'm getting down, I'm afraid, i feel more insecure then i start to go people away. I think: what is the other person thinking about my behavior? ..I think I'm a dumb, asocial, reserved, I don't speak, my mind is too slow.I can't stand with people cause i feel disoriented and think what the others are thinking. or i think i don't want anyone knows how i really am.
I think the people is the main reason I'm getting worse. i think too much about it. ..then i can't go out of my home cause i feel disoriented and ashamed.
I know it is irracional, but it is the way i feel.
any experience?what do you think?
In my case, my depressions are very loooong, and this is going deeper.... Why don't I can continue my life? or why don't i try to "stop" the deep of my depression? I am an insecure person and i'm ashamed about myself in some aspects. I don't like when I feel i can't take control of my life, when i feel disoriented. Then when i FEel I'm getting down, I'm afraid, i feel more insecure then i start to go people away. I think: what is the other person thinking about my behavior? ..I think I'm a dumb, asocial, reserved, I don't speak, my mind is too slow.I can't stand with people cause i feel disoriented and think what the others are thinking. or i think i don't want anyone knows how i really am.
I think the people is the main reason I'm getting worse. i think too much about it. ..then i can't go out of my home cause i feel disoriented and ashamed.
I know it is irracional, but it is the way i feel.
any experience?what do you think?