Dani's journal

[Dani.F]

I was wondering why you were online that late and yay for you that you're gonna see her!
Coincidene btw, I'm visiting someone in Portugal too next year what are the odds aye

Wanna go with me *angel face*?
Omg i cant believe you are gonna go to that awesome country I bet you are visitin and awesome person there right?

Of course the choice is yours, but I think it would be great if you start school again even though you have to do the effort yourself. Nothing but respect for you

Thanks Seth you are the best =) and you already know bout my choice

 

[Dani.F]

it seems its been forever since i last post here

Well all the improve i made till the last post is gone after my last post i found a new job that i totally hate, the enviroment there is just awfull, its so hard getting up everyday cuz i know i have to go there and im been pretty down cuz of that i even lost weight =/
my boss just like to yell at people and make them feel that they arent worthy and they suck at they do so yeah i dunno how long im gonna be able to stay there the girl on the morning shift just quiet last week cuz she said she had enough

Anyways i just finish my course last week too and i think on keep studing but im not sure if a should or not =/

well im gonna go visit a friend from spw next month and i think its gonna be a good thing just to get away of everything for a while

anyways im gonna stop rambling cuz its time for go "hell" that some people call job =P

 

[AGR]

it seems its been forever since i last post here

Well all the improve i made till the last post is gone after my last post i found a new job that i totally hate, the enviroment there is just awfull, its so hard getting up everyday cuz i know i have to go there and im been pretty down cuz of that i even lost weight =/
my boss just like to yell at people and make them feel that they arent worthy and they suck at they do so yeah i dunno how long im gonna be able to stay there the girl on the morning shift just quiet last week cuz she said she had enough

Anyways i just finish my course last week too and i think on keep studing but im not sure if a should or not =/

well im gonna go visit a friend from spw next month and i think its gonna be a good thing just to get away of everything for a while

anyways im gonna stop rambling cuz its time for go "hell" that some people call job =P

sorry,I akso hate my job,my bosses treat me very well,I get paid quite well,but there is a boss there who is really like a big kid and it turns the ambient into hell,doesnt know any respect,calls other people dumb,best way that I can describe is that he is like a snake,girls think that he is prince charming and bosses dont fire him,dont try to put him in line,so I cant really do anything about it,I could possibly lose my job or have people turn against me.

 

[Dani.F]

Its been more than a year since i post anything here and wow reading all the past things and remember how things here back there and how they are now, i think i can say the last year and half it was a totally roller coaster, I got the worst and the best though.

well last year it was a totally bad even thought i was finally free from my last job, which was a totally nightmare to say the least, in that time i had lost so much weight and was feeling really down and tired all the time though. Then I was in a relationship that you can say it was kinda good at the beginning but soon it become awful mostly because that person couldnt deal with the fact that I was shy and introvert and I liked to keep quiet but then again I was more like that because the person would always criticize and complain about my choices and stuff and to be honest didnt seem to be really interest in what I had to say and tell so yeah it made me even more quiet but it soon as over and thinking about it now it was the best thing that could happen because I obviously would never be happy with that person.

Anyways so last year was a tough year but things are getting better slowly finally I meet someone in the end of the last year and I couldnt find a better person, even though we are extremely opposites (she is super outgoing, extrovert and very sociable) she gets me and respects it and dont push me to change myself, I even meet some people that are important to her and i was been extremely quiet but they didnt mind or made me feel uncomfortable at all, anyways its been pretty good in that field

One thing thats its been really getting me is anxiety, I been feel it a lot lately and it gets to the point i feel sick, i dont know why I get like that in a lot of situations when i didnt before and i think the fact that I have to hide a huge and important part of my life it doesnt help at all and make me feel even more anxious.

Anyways hopefully things will get even better and I will try working on it and improve and dont let my unreasonable fears command my life