HeadFace
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I wasn't sure where to put this, so I thought that this place would suit it the most...
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Confidence.
What kinds of problems do you guys have with it? To be honest, I had really high confidence... Before puberty LOL
I'm mostly a loner at school, but you could argue I have a somewhat active social life. Plus I have a girlfriend he treats me amazingly. But I just feel like I've never, or will never be, a priority to anyone. I'm not even a priority to my own family. Or most of my friends (maybe like one actually gives a **** about my life. But she has been answering texts very often for some reason).
I mean, I catch people staring at me every now and the, and I get lots of compliments from my love, and occasionally a friend. Even with those, though... I feel like I'll never amount to anything, or be good enough for anything or anyone. I feel like I don't have a single redeeming quality or talent.
Even with my girlfriend. I mean, she hasn't done anything to make me feel like that - don't get me wrong; our relationship is great atm - but it's just this mindset I'm in. Even when she tells me she loves me, tells me that I am a priority to her, or even that I'm her dream mate. I just can't help but being insecure about myself. She does give me some confidence though... I think it's because of her that my confidence is no longer completely on the floor. I mean, it's a tad better, but it's still terrible.
But I keep thinking that she'll just get bored of me or find someone else, like all my other ex's. The problem is, I actually do love her. And if she did eventually dump me, I'd probably go back to my whole cutting/smoking routine.
Idunno, I guess this is just me rambling on about unrelated stuff. So, what do you guys think? Do you have selfconfidence?
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Confidence.
What kinds of problems do you guys have with it? To be honest, I had really high confidence... Before puberty LOL
I'm mostly a loner at school, but you could argue I have a somewhat active social life. Plus I have a girlfriend he treats me amazingly. But I just feel like I've never, or will never be, a priority to anyone. I'm not even a priority to my own family. Or most of my friends (maybe like one actually gives a **** about my life. But she has been answering texts very often for some reason).
I mean, I catch people staring at me every now and the, and I get lots of compliments from my love, and occasionally a friend. Even with those, though... I feel like I'll never amount to anything, or be good enough for anything or anyone. I feel like I don't have a single redeeming quality or talent.
Even with my girlfriend. I mean, she hasn't done anything to make me feel like that - don't get me wrong; our relationship is great atm - but it's just this mindset I'm in. Even when she tells me she loves me, tells me that I am a priority to her, or even that I'm her dream mate. I just can't help but being insecure about myself. She does give me some confidence though... I think it's because of her that my confidence is no longer completely on the floor. I mean, it's a tad better, but it's still terrible.
But I keep thinking that she'll just get bored of me or find someone else, like all my other ex's. The problem is, I actually do love her. And if she did eventually dump me, I'd probably go back to my whole cutting/smoking routine.
Idunno, I guess this is just me rambling on about unrelated stuff. So, what do you guys think? Do you have selfconfidence?