Whoopdeedoo
Well-known member
Why cant I stop making my happiness conditional on ideal circumstances I may never have? Its awful..I used to just go with it when I was younger before the anxiety became depression. My life has become a mere existance, a waiting room. Nothings gonna change if I stay like this..
Im just so hurt and scared. I dont want to make myself subject to more pain
But shutting myself in isnt much better.
Ugh I pray this darkness passes and soon
Its unbearable. Im unconsolable
I want what I want or I want nothing
Everything else pales in comparison to what I want
And now I wont even try
Ugh sorry
Im miserable again
Im just so hurt and scared. I dont want to make myself subject to more pain
But shutting myself in isnt much better.
Ugh I pray this darkness passes and soon
Its unbearable. Im unconsolable
I want what I want or I want nothing
Everything else pales in comparison to what I want
And now I wont even try
Ugh sorry
Im miserable again