Comparing yourselves to others without social phobia..sigh..

[oNecoOlazN]

..i know i've missed out ALOT on life because of sa...and i know that my "life" would have been different if it wasnt for my fear of ppl...
..it's actually reallyyy depressing when i see other normal, regular mid-20 year olds, all with a group of close friends, all with proper education, who didnt hide out in their rooms basically all throughout their high school/college years and ACTUALLY have a LIFE, i seriously feel like crying my guts out...I mean it's like why ME?..i know there are others out there who are in worst situations than I am in..at least im not dying or anything but still..it fuc*ing hurts...

just felt like ranting..thanks

 

[elusive_x]

I feel the same way-- being a 20 something-- I miss having someone to talk to-- and I know because of my condition I probably won't meet anyone empathetic for a while---

I ask why me ... sometimes I think Im not in the right place ( here on earth) I feel like Im a completely different being

Have you ever read tarot cards? I feel like it gives me some support when Im really feeling bad...

If you want to ask a question I can read yours for you--

 

[oNecoOlazN]

I feel the same way-- being a 20 something-- I miss having someone to talk to-- and I know because of my condition I probably won't meet anyone empathetic for a while---

I ask why me ... sometimes I think Im not in the right place ( here on earth) I feel like Im a completely different being

Have you ever read tarot cards? I feel like it gives me some support when Im really feeling bad...

If you want to ask a question I can read yours for you--

cool!~ u read tarot cards?

hm..if u dont mind...i just wanna know if i'll ever find that one special person and if so when?

thanks!

 

[elusive_x]

You can't ask a yes or no question...

for example, instead of will I ever get over SA I would ask--- What do I have to do to get over SA... =)

 

[oNecoOlazN]

You can't ask a yes or no question...

for example, instead of will I ever get over SA I would ask--- What do I have to do to get over SA... =)

^ok kk :lol:

^ when will i be meeting mr.right?

looooooooolkkk

 

[elusive_x]

kay,
the first card is the Queen of Swords-- meaning Independence
2- Ace of Wands- Initiation
3- The Lovers- Love affair with a choice
4- Two of swords- Balance
5- The fool- Trust

And as I was picking up the cards one fell out--- (its usually only 5 cards)- it was the Knight of pentacles - meaning Idleness/carelessness

Try to read the meanings in succession- like a sentence

 

[Ashiene]

i have a full pack of tarot cards and a guide i bought 8 years ago but i haven't opened them up to read yet.

seems like something fun to do, though. i might start soon.