Tryin
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Hello people. I don't care if you'll like me for what I write or if reading it'll do you any good. I feel the importance of me being authentic and sharing this thoughts of mine with whoever is interested. Ende.
So, here it goes: I, Sue, am social phobic. I behave and feel "abnormally" in certain situations. There are certain things I can't do. And I do certain things that are considered strange. My likes and dislikes, abilities and disabilities are different than those considered "normal" by this society we live in. That's the way I am. I've felt ashamed for it. I have felt depressed because of it. I have felt ungood and left out and queer and BAD because of it. But the fact is, I don't want to feel bad anymore. I am a social phobic.
Ya heard? I am a social phobic.
SO WHAT? I don't think I have to feel bad about it. No, really, I don't think so at all. I am social phobic. And okay with it. It's absolutely alright. I feel enormous liberation. Hey, I am able to feel my feelings and it's alright. I am able to panick and it's alright. I am able to be myself and IT'S ALRIGHT.
Yeah. This feels good. I don't think I'll be squinting myself down anymore. I am a perfect person and it's my right and responsibility to live on this planet and do my thing. And coexist with other persons who live in here, too. Hello to all of you. I just wish to say: I AM HERE!
So, here it goes: I, Sue, am social phobic. I behave and feel "abnormally" in certain situations. There are certain things I can't do. And I do certain things that are considered strange. My likes and dislikes, abilities and disabilities are different than those considered "normal" by this society we live in. That's the way I am. I've felt ashamed for it. I have felt depressed because of it. I have felt ungood and left out and queer and BAD because of it. But the fact is, I don't want to feel bad anymore. I am a social phobic.
Ya heard? I am a social phobic.
SO WHAT? I don't think I have to feel bad about it. No, really, I don't think so at all. I am social phobic. And okay with it. It's absolutely alright. I feel enormous liberation. Hey, I am able to feel my feelings and it's alright. I am able to panick and it's alright. I am able to be myself and IT'S ALRIGHT.
Yeah. This feels good. I don't think I'll be squinting myself down anymore. I am a perfect person and it's my right and responsibility to live on this planet and do my thing. And coexist with other persons who live in here, too. Hello to all of you. I just wish to say: I AM HERE!
