well if you've read my previous posts you already know that ive been struggling with thoughts of being a pedophile but im attracted to girls/boys my age and older but like i said i can also find myself attracted to young teens 12-15... many say this is normal some don't... but as i was starting to feel better and "accept" that thats a possibility i started to get scared again... this always happens.... i saw a picture in my house of a girl i know when she was much younger she was about 9 in the pic... a girl my age now and when i was younger i found her attractive and now she definitely is... point is its a picture i payed no mind too until recently when i started notcing it... i dont know why... i realized i ffound her to be attractive in it but i didnt really feel any sexual urges... but it kept bugging me looking at the pic because 50 percent of me felt attracted and 50 percent thought she's too young... i had the thought of masturbating to the picture but i couldnt because i would feel wrong.... im almost always attracted to ppl reasonably close to my age.... and technically this girl is my age but finding a picture of her when she was younger attractive really makes me bothered... i dont want to be a perv and i can accept that i might be attracted to young teens but she was younger than that in this pic... THOUGHTS? HELP