KeepItPoetic
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I havent made a new friend in 5 years, i get so nervous when im around people i dont know, its gettig worse cause now im nervous around people i've known for years, i can never walk up to a person and start talking cause i think they wouldnt care what i have to say because they dont know me and they already have their friends so they dont need to be nice or something
I've been in college for 5 years in 4 different schools and havent made one friend yet, i kept switching schools because i was miserable, thinkin it was goin to change but it hasnt. My first two years i lived in the dorm and i was consumed with loneliness and depression. I still feel that way now and its only getting worse. The thing is before i went to college i didnt think i had a problem rather than being a little shy and quiet, then as i graduated high school i realized i cant make friends on my own. Since my town only had 1 high school and middle school i didnt realize my childhood friends were a crutch for me until i left. My anxiety is soo bad i really dont know how to deal, and i've never told anybody...
I've been in college for 5 years in 4 different schools and havent made one friend yet, i kept switching schools because i was miserable, thinkin it was goin to change but it hasnt. My first two years i lived in the dorm and i was consumed with loneliness and depression. I still feel that way now and its only getting worse. The thing is before i went to college i didnt think i had a problem rather than being a little shy and quiet, then as i graduated high school i realized i cant make friends on my own. Since my town only had 1 high school and middle school i didnt realize my childhood friends were a crutch for me until i left. My anxiety is soo bad i really dont know how to deal, and i've never told anybody...