koyaanisqatsi said:
I've nearly hit absolute bottom. One more step and I'm over the edge.
*pulls you back from near the edge* Hey im having none of that :wink:
Look I probaly dont have any right to give you advice, I find it so hard to deal with social anxiety and i dont have half the stuff you do to deal with.I want to say i know what your going through, but i dont i mean it affects people differently and we cope with it differently.
But i know how it feels to hit rock bottom, but if your about as low as you can go, well the way i see it, things can only get better, and i dont mean that in a sit on your arse and one day you will wake up and the sun will be shining and the birds will be singing, i mean that if everything is worng in your life im sure this is somthing you can start to work on and improve.
As for your living situation, im sorry to hear that, that really cant be helping matters and all i can do is hope that the situation improves for you.You said you dont like the ideas of recieving disability benefits?Well maybe if you do get on benefits, maybe that will give you the oppurtunity to improve other aspects of your life as you will have more time to spend and maybe wont be as stressed out from working.
Let me know if you manage to find a home work, or just how your coping in general hope things work out for you
Best wishes
Danny