My brother and sister are both quite a lot older than me. I'm 21. My sister is 38. Not quite sure what happened there but anyway... :
: Naturally I've always been 'the little brother' (well... I am aren't I
) but now I'm into a weird time when I'm the age that my sister was when I started to remember stuff.
I feel like I should be becoming how she was, going out, becoming more mature... yet at the same time, that feels wrong - every time I start to think about going out and trying to get a life, aside from the fear and everything else, it feels like I shouldn't be doing it and instead play this part of being the young one. She doesn't even live here any more!
I'm not sure what can change it... don't know what I'm asking but I'm just sort of thinking out loud. Anyone else have the same thing or any ways of getting over it?
I feel like I should be becoming how she was, going out, becoming more mature... yet at the same time, that feels wrong - every time I start to think about going out and trying to get a life, aside from the fear and everything else, it feels like I shouldn't be doing it and instead play this part of being the young one. She doesn't even live here any more!
I'm not sure what can change it... don't know what I'm asking but I'm just sort of thinking out loud. Anyone else have the same thing or any ways of getting over it?