AgentR said:
I'm 15 well in about 12 days time 16 and I'm bored and sick of life. I have lived through so many problems: Bullying, Social Phobia, Dyspraxia. I feel like I'm a 30 year old stuck in a 15 year old body! My best friend went off with troublemakers and I've never had true best friend ever since then. Life sucks. I wish my guardian angel would walk through the door, I'm sick of waiting for him! Anybody else bored with life?
I know it probaly doesnt feel like it,but your better off without friends who will get you in trouble..anyway i take it your still at school if your 15/16? School can be hard for people widout the sorta problems we have :? But your better than the scum who bully you...at the end of the day if you work hard towards your grades in a few years times you might be the boss of the idiots who bullied you,i know its hard to see or believe but your only young you have a future yet.
But yeah im sick of life aswell,most days i wanna scream at god for letting me wake up and making me live another day,its no life not being able to interact with people... its so frustrating just wanting to be normal and have what everyone else takes so much for granted im just so numb these days i dont feel human.Ive heard alot of people on this site saying they would kill themselves but there too much of a coward,i think the opposite is true... to keep going when things seem so bad is truley brave, i know sp affects people differently but i think its amazing that people are brave enough to go work and cope with shool i know i couldnt.
Anyway i guess we just have to hang on... people do get better from this,ive been on this site for years on and off and ive seen people who swore things could never get better... do exactly that and got better and got there lives back on track.
