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So, i was watching the AMAZING ESPN 30 for 30 on Ricky Williams, called 'Run Ricky Run', and came across this absolutely outstanding, moving quote from Ricky:
""I learned at a very young age that you can't blame your life on your parents or your upbringing or anything that happened in your past...
I didn't understand it in a philosophical standpoint, but when you blame things on other people, it takes the power out of your hands, and it puts it in their hands. So, if you blame your parents for your upbringing, then only they can fix it."
Ricky Williams ESPN 30 for 30 'Run Ricky Run"
Why do we blame? Is it characteristic for us with mental disorders, mainly SAD to blame others for who we are. I was thikning about this a little, and as much as i try not to blame my father for who i am, my blame always goes back to him, and away from taking the responsibility myself. I don't mean to sound like a whiner who can't take responsibility for himself, but now i am thinking, well maybe that is exactly what I am?
I just don't get this passage from Rickey. I have heard this many other times in life, about things like blame and forgiveness. Will letting go of my blame towards my father really help me in any way? I have no idea, but i don't think its worth finding out. I hate the man so much that i can't even bare to look at him. Maybe it is one of those things where you need to try it, before you will know. But, even if i did tell my dad i blamed him, and dont want to anymore, and that i want to forgive him, i wouldn't mean it. How could i? I know deep inside that the truth is that i do blame him. Maybe im just hiding the truth from myself, maybe not, i guess i won't know until im ready.
""I learned at a very young age that you can't blame your life on your parents or your upbringing or anything that happened in your past...
I didn't understand it in a philosophical standpoint, but when you blame things on other people, it takes the power out of your hands, and it puts it in their hands. So, if you blame your parents for your upbringing, then only they can fix it."
Ricky Williams ESPN 30 for 30 'Run Ricky Run"
Why do we blame? Is it characteristic for us with mental disorders, mainly SAD to blame others for who we are. I was thikning about this a little, and as much as i try not to blame my father for who i am, my blame always goes back to him, and away from taking the responsibility myself. I don't mean to sound like a whiner who can't take responsibility for himself, but now i am thinking, well maybe that is exactly what I am?
I just don't get this passage from Rickey. I have heard this many other times in life, about things like blame and forgiveness. Will letting go of my blame towards my father really help me in any way? I have no idea, but i don't think its worth finding out. I hate the man so much that i can't even bare to look at him. Maybe it is one of those things where you need to try it, before you will know. But, even if i did tell my dad i blamed him, and dont want to anymore, and that i want to forgive him, i wouldn't mean it. How could i? I know deep inside that the truth is that i do blame him. Maybe im just hiding the truth from myself, maybe not, i guess i won't know until im ready.