just got back in. Done some quite challenging things today Ive been to a busy job centre and went to an atm in a supermarket with lots of people around. Also Ive been riding my bike something I havent done since I was a kid and walked the dog
Job centre, Obviously wasnt looking forward to that and the first 5 mins were pure horrible. I had to stop at the main desk and tell them why I was there, I was already shaking and found it hard to keep in a still position I had one of those spazzy moments where I was afraid to move my body an inch as I would look a dork. Then I had to look for jobs on the computers, that was horrible to, I had to stand in a still position again and pretend to look cool and relaxed but I dont think I pulled it off, think the bloke could see my hand shaking when I pretended to itch my nose:
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The rest was waiting for my appointment and talking to the women that was OK,glad to get out tho!
Went to a supermarket to get money, it was quite busy to so I wouldnt usually be seen there but I had to get it. I DONT LIKE TEMPTING FATE but it was OK i wasnt too anxious as i was on my bike and didnt mind people seeing me even tho I think I looked a mess
Rest of afternoon Ive been riding my bike,talking to peeps in me neighbourhood and long random walks in woods with my dog
I know Ive done ok today but I know for a fact it wont last long. I was reading another thread, something about forgetting the good things and remembering the bad ones, im like that I think im fake...
cheers
Job centre, Obviously wasnt looking forward to that and the first 5 mins were pure horrible. I had to stop at the main desk and tell them why I was there, I was already shaking and found it hard to keep in a still position I had one of those spazzy moments where I was afraid to move my body an inch as I would look a dork. Then I had to look for jobs on the computers, that was horrible to, I had to stand in a still position again and pretend to look cool and relaxed but I dont think I pulled it off, think the bloke could see my hand shaking when I pretended to itch my nose:
: The rest was waiting for my appointment and talking to the women that was OK,glad to get out tho!
Went to a supermarket to get money, it was quite busy to so I wouldnt usually be seen there but I had to get it. I DONT LIKE TEMPTING FATE but it was OK i wasnt too anxious as i was on my bike and didnt mind people seeing me even tho I think I looked a mess
Rest of afternoon Ive been riding my bike,talking to peeps in me neighbourhood and long random walks in woods with my dog
I know Ive done ok today but I know for a fact it wont last long. I was reading another thread, something about forgetting the good things and remembering the bad ones, im like that I think im fake...
cheers
