To be myself would mean to be a bitch all the time and constantly rant about anything and everything that pisses me off (and that's a lot of things). Everyone would disagree with me and then not want to be around me anymore, because all I would do is bitch, bitch, bitch. When it comes to activities, I spoil them because I'm not into doing the things that other people are into, and I don't want to even try to get into them so that others can have fun.
It's like I can't get along with anyone because I'm always annoyed/angry all the time, and I don't like what other people like and have difficulty pretending to enjoy myself doing those things because of my blatant honesty.