Bad day yesterday and it was my first day of exams!

Apple Strudel

Well-known member
Yesterday, during the mornings, everything was going well.

I saw people from my school and was a bit shy to came over but I force myself and I did and they even ask me to sit down with them. I chose a seat further away from them though. So eventually, everyone came pouring around the area we sat and finally, it was time to leave to enter the examination hall.

The first thing I enter the examination hall, I saw many people settled down their seats and some were packing their things in their backs in front of the hall.

I was pulling out my entrance proof and guess what. This invigilator actually shouted across the room at me not to bring out my entrance proof. He kept repeating the same thing over again like as if I don't get the what he was saying and making me feel stupid. To add salt to insult, I even couldn't find my own seat as there was two numbers on the seating area map and no one instructed me what is supposed to be.

Anyways, after the end of my first paper (I did pretty well), I naturally joined my own classmates ( a small group of five) for a long walk to a place we are going to settle for studies and lunch. And then, there was this one girl that came over and asked me whether I was alright, with a concerned look on her face. Seriously speaking, I felt insulted.

Then, I innocently asked a question to a classmate about where we are going because it was too long a walk and I really didn't want to join them after all because I wanted to revise my own.

This classmate quickly jumped on me and ridiculed like I was so silly not to know where we are going after walking for so long. And even tried to make another classmate go along with her and putting me down by drawing up an imaginary scenario that I would be cheated and nasty things like that.

I can honestly say this isn't the first time people say about me being so out of sorts. I don't even understand why they say this about me. Especially since I hardly get into trouble except couldn't get along with ppl.

And really, this whole incident really depresses me a bit and I am still having my papers till Friday. And by then, there will be a two weeks holiday.

Man, I still have some studying to do and need to get this out :( It's been a while since someone tried to put me down :(
 
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FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
It's nothing against you, people take advantage of shy people all the time, it's their way of compensating for their own fears and shortcomings.

The trick is not taking it personal and realizing that the guy they're putting down isn't even you, because they don't know the real you.

Hang in there and try to do your best.
 

emofree

Member
I think I agree with FountainandFairfax here cause if you take it too seriously you will usually end up on one of there tricks. Try not to be impatient here keep your head calm.
 

Apple Strudel

Well-known member
yeah, at first I was hurt than I felt angry because I let someone step all over me. But I couldn't do anything as it is a straight up attack and I didn't even know why they did it to me without even me doing anything!!

I mean that guy was playing me around at first sight!! Wth.
 
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