durda_dan
Well-known member
i just got back from china. i felt better. i started taking prozac. i don't take it anymore because i thought i was cured. my wife is still in china. i am doing the whole sponsoring thing. i miss her a lot. and maybe thats what brought my OCD right back.... Why can't i stop having these thoughts. this time to my family?
****. i can't seem to be normal anymore. maybe i am stressed out. maybe because idon't have a job at the moment. maybe because i'm away from my wife and i miss her so much. maybe i'm home sick for china..... i don't know. i'm just not feeling good now. i wish i had some more prozac. i decided i didn't need it when i left china because i felt so much better. so much for that eh?
Recently i tried sticking my nail of my index finger into the cuticle of the thumb, whenever i have a bad thought, the pain tends to drive the thought away..... it doens't work very well. my head is too messed up............
****. i can't seem to be normal anymore. maybe i am stressed out. maybe because idon't have a job at the moment. maybe because i'm away from my wife and i miss her so much. maybe i'm home sick for china..... i don't know. i'm just not feeling good now. i wish i had some more prozac. i decided i didn't need it when i left china because i felt so much better. so much for that eh?
Recently i tried sticking my nail of my index finger into the cuticle of the thumb, whenever i have a bad thought, the pain tends to drive the thought away..... it doens't work very well. my head is too messed up............